Dec 10, 2004 22:31
wow so much has happend but really the only important one is that alexis is gone...its so crazy to think about that one day she was laughing at me for galloping or kicking me in the butt to get my attention in the hall...and now shes not going to be around anymore. that shit sucks. tho she wasnt a real close friend i still am quite sad and also i feel bad for her real close friends. like ellen and alex and kayla who is this really cool girl met today. And yeah this is the first kayla ive met in a long time that i dont hate so thats intersting. but anyway. wrestlings taking over my life and i have been so unenthusisiastic about it as of late. i had to practice these past few days and im just not in the mood to wrestle at all and i have to go to a tournament tommorrow but all i want to do is stay with ellen and support her when she needs it. yeah well im goin to head out.....later all