Moving on...
Ok, I know it seems like I haven't been alive, but that's just exactly how I feel...or felt. I just didn't have the energy to do anything because I was so depressed the last couple of days. I didn't answer any calls or anything. I just didn't want to talk to anybody. I basically just moped around the house...the empty house...all week.
Oh, and for your information, I didn't do any drinking because I learned that it does nothing to help with problems from Las Vegas. Even though I don't have a drinking problem, I'm still proud to say that I've been sober.
So the divorce became final on Friday. She ended up getting Marina. I still get to see my baby, but it's every other week. Luckily we signed that little piece of paper which let's us keep our own money if divorce does happen. This whole thing has been making me feel like crap.
All right, so today, I got up and realized that I will forever be miserable if I don't straighten myself up. I realized that I have to stop feeling sorry for myself and start living my new life. It's going to be hard, but who ever said that starting over was easy? Nobody!
Sophie, you were right. I was avoiding you. In fact, I was avoiding everybody, but particularly you. I just couldn't find the courage to talk to you. Even if I did, I wouldn't even know what to say, how to start. But now I know that it can't be avoided any more. I know that it hasn't been easy on either of us, but if we talk, I feel that things will slowly mend back together. So I'll be sure to call you the first chance I get.
I saw that Jen Aniston is around here again! I can't wait to get together with her. I just need some of my friends to get through this.
Oh, yeah, I just want to thank Sasha for this cool layout. Thanks! And I've decided (with a little convincing from Dakota) to get my mind off of everything, so I'll be leaving for London on Wednesday to see Dakota and Sasha, and everybody else that's over there! I hope you guys don't mind.
Oh, and for your information, I didn't do any drinking because I learned that it does nothing to help with problems from Las Vegas. Even though I don't have a drinking problem, I'm still proud to say that I've been sober.
So the divorce became final on Friday. She ended up getting Marina. I still get to see my baby, but it's every other week. Luckily we signed that little piece of paper which let's us keep our own money if divorce does happen. This whole thing has been making me feel like crap.
All right, so today, I got up and realized that I will forever be miserable if I don't straighten myself up. I realized that I have to stop feeling sorry for myself and start living my new life. It's going to be hard, but who ever said that starting over was easy? Nobody!
Sophie, you were right. I was avoiding you. In fact, I was avoiding everybody, but particularly you. I just couldn't find the courage to talk to you. Even if I did, I wouldn't even know what to say, how to start. But now I know that it can't be avoided any more. I know that it hasn't been easy on either of us, but if we talk, I feel that things will slowly mend back together. So I'll be sure to call you the first chance I get.
I saw that Jen Aniston is around here again! I can't wait to get together with her. I just need some of my friends to get through this.
Oh, yeah, I just want to thank Sasha for this cool layout. Thanks! And I've decided (with a little convincing from Dakota) to get my mind off of everything, so I'll be leaving for London on Wednesday to see Dakota and Sasha, and everybody else that's over there! I hope you guys don't mind.