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Ever spend months wishing for something that would be initially perceived as negative to happen? Like to be dumped by the person you're not sure you want to be with? Then the situation is thrown at you. And you realize it's not what you want to happen. Then you spend hours trying to sew the tears back together and make it better.
Then you're not sure if it was meant to be fixed again.
Then you're back where you began.
Again.
Then you're not sure if it was meant to be fixed again.
Then you're back where you began.
Again.