friends
Why is it that when you want to forget people and just move on you just end up being sucked right back in like nothing has ever gone wrong. There are a few people in my life I considered friends, but they have changed in more than one way and I just cant stand the way they are now. Being blown off, not doing what they say, not calling you back or answering when you call...they are all things that lead to me getting pissed off. The worst part about this is that they still try to talk to you like they never did anything to you. ITS BULLSHIT. Frankly I blame myself on most of it. When they are sad they still try to talk to me to make them feel better but instead of saying fuck you i get sucked right in and actually make them feel better. WHY!?!? they deserve to be shitty. I have so many problems. I need help. So here it is, if you are too good to talk to me dont consider us friends. You dont contact me to hang out... BYE, get out of my life. I am better than you. I deserve better people in my life than you. FUCK OFF.
Tomorrow night will be a blast. This upcomming weekend at home will set a lot of things into perspective for me.
Peace.
Tomorrow night will be a blast. This upcomming weekend at home will set a lot of things into perspective for me.
Peace.