I'm havin a stressful week
There's been a lot on my mind this last week, and I wish it would subside. I've been apartment searching first of all, which is stressful. So far I feel like there are only two types of places... the really cheap and miserable, and the totally overpriced luxury places. Granted, I've got some more strict criteria than many people, and I want to be real close to Dal, but it's still stressful. I've found a place I quite like, that more than meets all my needs, but it's expensive, and I'm having trouble making a decision to sign there. On top of my own troubles, I'm trying to work around the troubles of a roommate too, and that's not easy.
There is another thing weighing on my mind, too, but not something I really feel like writing about here. I was supposed to have dinner with a friend last week, and really wanted to talk to her about it, because she's the only person I know that seems to deal with it well. However, that got cancelled. I really hope we can reschedule soon, I just seem to be spinning my wheels working at this on my own, and I feel like I need some kind of an answer to my own mind's question.
In other news, I had a really neat dream last night. Often when you wake up from a dream you remember what was happening, but a lot of the time you don't remember the little details. The feeling of a touch, the emotions, the looks, right down to the little details. But, after I woke up from this dream, for just a moment, it all seemed incredibly vivid. I was kind of amazed. Like most dreams, it's faded somewhat now, and I have a few memories, but mostly just the funny feeling a dream like that leaves in your stomach... the feeling you would have had if the event had happened in real life, except it didn't... but you're still stuck with the emotions of it.
I guess that's all for now.
Matt
There is another thing weighing on my mind, too, but not something I really feel like writing about here. I was supposed to have dinner with a friend last week, and really wanted to talk to her about it, because she's the only person I know that seems to deal with it well. However, that got cancelled. I really hope we can reschedule soon, I just seem to be spinning my wheels working at this on my own, and I feel like I need some kind of an answer to my own mind's question.
In other news, I had a really neat dream last night. Often when you wake up from a dream you remember what was happening, but a lot of the time you don't remember the little details. The feeling of a touch, the emotions, the looks, right down to the little details. But, after I woke up from this dream, for just a moment, it all seemed incredibly vivid. I was kind of amazed. Like most dreams, it's faded somewhat now, and I have a few memories, but mostly just the funny feeling a dream like that leaves in your stomach... the feeling you would have had if the event had happened in real life, except it didn't... but you're still stuck with the emotions of it.
I guess that's all for now.
Matt