How a rumor affects me :((
ugh~!!!!
What a bad rumor to end my day.
So yeah, almost all Arashi fangirls, especially the MatsuJun ichibaners had already heard the rumor about MatsuJun and Shibasaki Kou >.<.I found this from Arama (link given by a friend).
I'm definitely a MatsuJun ichibaner for years, and I'm crazy, delusional one, and is easily affected with these kind of stuffs. When I read about this, a tear escaped my eyes. yes. no lies. this is me. told you, I'm easily affected with rumors regarding "dating". I know he is a human. He can date whoever he wants but ugh this just hurts me. I don't know I'm just like that.
About the paparazzi photo, I'm in denial. of course. Refusing to believe that the guy in there is MatsuJun. but after reading all the comments I looked at the photo again. STARED, and yeah, it couldn't be MatsuJun. He doesn't looked like MatsuJun at all. *the horrible fashion sense, the body built, the fingers. why no rings?*
But if the rumors are true (this rumor started since may of last year.) I can't do anything about it. I just wish they BREAK UP. FAST. *Pasasaan ba at maghihiwalay din sila* LoLz. They say, you should be happy if your love one is happy. BUT I CAN'T DO IT. I can't be happy if he is dating that girl. WILL NEVER BE. If you think I'm SELFISH, YES I AM.
Lolz.
It's not that I don't want MatsuJun (or Arashi members) to date or get married ever, I just hope that he gets someone not from the entertainment industry.... a commoner (his fangirl, lolz. crazy delusional me xDDD) or a model perhaps? *but still hoping he is dating Ohno :P*
What a bad rumor to end my day.
So yeah, almost all Arashi fangirls, especially the MatsuJun ichibaners had already heard the rumor about MatsuJun and Shibasaki Kou >.<.I found this from Arama (link given by a friend).
I'm definitely a MatsuJun ichibaner for years, and I'm crazy, delusional one, and is easily affected with these kind of stuffs. When I read about this, a tear escaped my eyes. yes. no lies. this is me. told you, I'm easily affected with rumors regarding "dating". I know he is a human. He can date whoever he wants but ugh this just hurts me. I don't know I'm just like that.
About the paparazzi photo, I'm in denial. of course. Refusing to believe that the guy in there is MatsuJun. but after reading all the comments I looked at the photo again. STARED, and yeah, it couldn't be MatsuJun. He doesn't looked like MatsuJun at all. *the horrible fashion sense, the body built, the fingers. why no rings?*
But if the rumors are true (this rumor started since may of last year.) I can't do anything about it. I just wish they BREAK UP. FAST. *Pasasaan ba at maghihiwalay din sila* LoLz. They say, you should be happy if your love one is happy. BUT I CAN'T DO IT. I can't be happy if he is dating that girl. WILL NEVER BE. If you think I'm SELFISH, YES I AM.
Lolz.
It's not that I don't want MatsuJun (or Arashi members) to date or get married ever, I just hope that he gets someone not from the entertainment industry.... a commoner (his fangirl, lolz. crazy delusional me xDDD) or a model perhaps? *but still hoping he is dating Ohno :P*