RANDOM. RANDOM
“I hope you can find a beauty that suits only you and enjoy it. I like a woman who enjoys putting in the effort to be beautiful,”--MatsuJun
After work last Tuesday, I decided to go to a mall to unwind and buy a doll shoe because I want to replace the one I’m using right now.
I do not wear makeups whenever I go to work ever since I went to a derma to have my zits treated. I wanted to buy a cheek tint and white eyeliner so I checked out all the makeup brands I passed by at Watson’s.
My face has somewhat back to its original state, zits are now gone only the marks are left, by the way, thank you very much doctor and the meds you prescribe me, I gotta have to wait for a few more months to completely regain the clearness of my skin. Anyway, so I was looking for a cheek tint, I passed by Cover Girl, to make the story short, I had a makeover. I love the mascara she put on my lashes!!! So Instead of buying a shoe, I end up buying makeups with that brand. I shed out almost Php3k worth of makeups. I was amazed at myself coz I really don’t spend too much on something like that. It was a spur of the moment decision. Yes, indeed it was impulsive purchasing. Anyway, it was really on my plan to buy makeups once my zits disappear but I never thought I’d go shopping having to pay that amount! I haven’t used those yet… uhm maybe next year.
This is random so let’s go random.
I posted here a few months ago about my manuscript being approved and already paid. Now, I was having doubts if it’ll ever get published. I’ve been waiting for months and yet it hasn’t been released. Then I heard a rumor from my publishing house and it’s bothering me. I don’t want to go into detail because it’s really a private matter. I asked my idol writer and friend about the rumor circulating in the company, she was the one who told me about it. What’s making me anxious is if my manuscript would ever be published. I can’t write right now. My minds blank and as this buzz getting through me, I don’t know if I have to continue writing. I’m not sure any longer if I still want to be a romance writer. Ugh. I don’t know what to do anymore. I lost faith in my ability. But I’m still hoping to have a book D: With my manuscript that was paid already, that is.