Mar 31, 2010 11:28
Hmm..
WRITER OR READER.
Somehow I'd rather be a READER
I don't know, but thats what happens when I get a serious case of insomnia. I was tossing and turning trying to get at least some wink of sleep but well, it was really difficult so I at least tried to think of what'll happen on the ongoing fic I've been writing at Aibaka. But instead of thinking what should happen, I ended up thinking if I should even continue it or just drop it altogether.
I'm a bit confused. I'm on my ninth chapter now and somehow, I feel that the story isn't really something to read. I have a few readers which I'm really thankful for because now, I see them as my friends but... Idk, I don't think its even worthy of their time to read. Or maybe I'm just feeling a little insecure because, I too read a lot of stories in the ongoing section and I feel that the story I wrote isn't on the same level as theirs.
Yakusoku is somehow very typical but for somehow, very predictable... while the others have very interesting plot, complexities, twists... I don't know if I can even be on the same level as they already are.
Yeah, maybe I should just drop the ongoing and focus rather on oneshots? Nah... my oneshots are a bit lame too... haha... I should stick being a reader. Yeah... a reader. ne?
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