Jan 15, 2010 15:12
I'm tire of crying. I know its all been done and theres nothing I can do to change that but there are a whole lot of stuff I can do to make it better. To make it better. Yes. I know I can do that. But, still, even with the bright side shining ever so brightly, tears keep on falling. Hey...its 13 points away from the cut off and I have to really make up for that.
I know where I've gone wrong. I was careless and I admit that. But, to have all those stupidity sink in right now. It's really frustrating. This is the first time I cried in the presence of the whole class since senior year started and I'm really thankful for my groupmates who were there to comfort me and was cheering me on and of course my best buddy in class who even saw me out the building even if she had to go back up a couple of floors.
This is just so depressing because of the many " if only" s... Well.. I learned my lesson. Its useless crying over spilt milk right? Or did I even get that saying right.
I can do this. I have to be able to do this. No options.
life: bites,
life: depression,
life: baka moments,
me: thoughts