Apr 11, 2010 19:37
I'll try to talk like someone sane. It'll be difficult though, I stupidly feel like crying.
I didn't expect this at all. He has gone through so much difficulties with Henry because of the antis, and now, because of Geng's contract termination, I thought it'd never end. In addition, I was worried to death about what would happen to Henry & him, now Geng has left. And... just seeing this I feel hope again. He got a solo. A solo! It represents so much... It means that his career won't boil down to sing Blue Tomorrow & Super Girl on stage with a missing member, being in ~Super Junior~'s shadow. It's like SM gave him a chance. A chance to shine by himself. Don't get me wrong, I'd like him so bad to stay in SJ-M, but, you know, the boy has the guts to do solo career. I know he can do it. He has everything, charisma, singing skills, awesomeness, sensibility... It'd be so wonderful for him to be able to sing like he has ever wanted to. He deserves it.
Now, I want to see how far he's going to. I want the best for him. I wish him the best. And... I have the feeling that this solo promises him great things in future.
About the solo in himself.... So much emotion♥ It's bringing me to tears. He's alone, on stage, surrounded by the crowd chanting his name. He is so thin in the middle of this immensity, but his voice is so strong. It has so much feelings.
He's devouring the gap and filling it with all he has to give. He shines. I don't have another word. You can't look at anything else but him. His face looks fierce but deeply touched. I don't exactly know. It's a mix. A mix of feelings that give him this aura nobody else has. His hair has grown, no? I like this length. Omo, and suits fit him so well... During the SuShow, he always stays classy, he looks kind of misplaced with the others around him wearing jeans & t-shirt... Elegant as always♥
I'm talking nonsense... Pardon my emotion. I'm trying to be unbiased, but it's so difficult... Well, I wish it could happen more than once... And.. I don't know, but I have the feeling that I've missed something not being there. I hope so bad to see him one day with my own eyes T__T If I have to go to China, Korea or wherever, I don't care. I will.
Haters are gonna hate.
But... lovers are gonna love♥
[Oh, btw, sorry to spam you about Zhou Mi lately D: I don't feel like talking about anything else... /biased]
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