Shut up, I'm great chapter 4
Title: Shut up, I'm great!
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: A rain of hugs for my lovely sakudada <3
Pairings: Sakuraiba, Juntoshi
Rating: PG for this chapter
Genre: Au, comedy, romance, many fluff in this chapter, sorry ^^
Disclaimer: Own nothing T-T
Summary: Sho, is an amazing pianist but a fucking asshole. When he meets Aiba, a seducer but an idiot man, problems start.
Chapter 4:
Jin closed his phone with a satisfy look. Now, the game started and Sakurai would learn nobody was allowed to approach his ex husband and his children. Of course, he didn't love Aiba anymore, he even often wondered if he had ever loved him one day. But despite his lack of feelings toward the taller man, he stayed very jealous and didn't bear it when a man dared to date his ex husband. Since their break-up, Jin was taking care of his family, if you considered that paying an expensive apartment and schools were the way to take care of your family. His children lived in the best home and had the best education. Aiba was under his control for his satisfaction. He knew his ex couldn't complain about this situation because he was tied to him. Masaki had always worked for him and if he tried to push him away, the taller man couldn't find another job. Jin was too powerful.
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Sho was lost in his thoughts when his phone buzzed. He was in a playground with Yusuke and Sora while Aiba was passing some time with his daughter. Throwing a look on the boys who were playing with some other kids, he opened his phone.
"Moshi moshi?"
"Sho, where are you, I have an incredible news!" Jun's voice yelled in the phone, killing Sho's eardrum.
"Are you crazy? You almost killed my ear! I'm at the playground with Yu and So." Sho replied, a bit angry.
"Take your big fluffy ass at the agency, we have great news!"
"Oi, I don't have a big fluffy ass, bakamoto!" Sho yelled.
"Maybe, nade gata. I'm waiting for you!" Jun smirked before cutting the line.
"What's his problem?" Sho mumbled to himself. "Yu, So, come on, we leave!" Sho called the boys who pouted.
He couldn't call Masaki, his lover was with Haru and Sho didn't want to spoil their precious time together. He took the boys with him at the agency and asked them to wait a while with "uncle Ohchan".
Sho opened Jun's office and when he saw him, the younger jumped at his neck.
"Can you, at least, tell me what's happening?" Sho asked pushing the younger away.
"Well, a cinema's production called me earlier and they want you to make the song of the whole film." Jun mumbled looking at his nails, a slight smile on his face.
"EHHHHHH?! WHAT?!!!! Sho yelled, chocked.
"You heard me." Jun smirked.
"But...but... It's fantastic!!! We worked so hard on that!!" Sho exclaimed.
"YOU worked hard, I did nothing, you just have a big gift." Jun smiled.
"I'm so happy, I must call Ma-chan, now!!!"
"About that, there is just a little problem." Jun said, uncomfortable.
"What?" Sho frowned.
"This production is in Hollywood and you must go there for almost six months." Jun looked straight in Sho's eyes who gulped.
"Are you serious? You mean..."
"Yes, if you want this job, you must leave Tokyo for six months."
"I can't."
"Sho, I know it's hard for you since you have Masaki and the children but it's a great opportunity! If they are satisfied, you could become famous and make the best songs for the best films! It was always your dream." Jun tried.
"Are you serious?! You think I can leave my family like that?!" Sho shouted, angry.
"No, I don't think that, but think about it with Aiba-chan, he's concerned by this situation!"
"No, there is no way I would leave Tokyo. I've found my home, my family, Jun, I can't abandon them."
"Sho..."
"This conversation is over, Jun." Sho snapped and left the office.
"Yu, So, come on, sweethearts." Sho held out his hands to the little boys who grabbed it.
When they reached their home, Sho put the boys in bed and collapsed in his own. He buried his face in his pillow and sighed. He couldn't. He couldn't leave his lover, the kids he considered like his own children. No. He couldn't. Sho jumped when he felt a weight on his chest and smiled, seeing Sora.
"Are you all right, Sho-chan ? You seem angry and sad." The five years old boy asked to him. Sho hugged him and grinned.
"No, honey, I'm okay."
"Then, why are you crying?" Sho put a hand on his cheek and blinked, feeling tears on it. He quickly wiped them away and smiled.
"It's nothing, babe, I'm just tired."
"Can we sleep with you?" Yusuke's voice asked behind them.
"Come on." Sho said and opened the blanket where the boys slipped.
Sho hugged them in his arms, their head laying on the pianist's chest and soon, everybody fell asleep.
Few hours later, Aiba walked in the bedroom and smiled when he saw his lover hugging his sleeping sons. Silently, he approached them and sat down on the edge of the bed. Sho blinked and opened his eyes.
"Okaeri~" He whispered sleepily.
"Tadaima. How are my men? You seem very well together." Aiba grinned.
"Yes, but I prefer if you are here too."
"Then, I'm coming." And Aiba slipped under the blanket. He took Yusuke in his arms and let Sho hugged him.
"Oyasumi, love."
"Oya~"
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"Sho-chann, Sho-chann." Sora shook the pianist who opened his eyes.
"What, little monster?"
"I'm hungry!"
"Ok, I'm coming, but don't wake your father and your brother up."
Sho stood up and followed Sora in the kitchen. He put the miso soup in the microwave, cooking really wasn't his talent, he was yet glad when he succeeded to make toast... They ate together, talking about Sora's girlfriend at school and how his teacher was beautiful when Yusuke and Aiba arrived in the kitchen. Masaki smiled and pecked Sho's lips lovingly.
"Good night?"
"Humm, very well since you joined us in the bed." Sho whispered.
Suddenly, Sho's phone buzzed and Aiba answered.
"Hello?"
"...."
"Ah, Jun-chan, yes, Sho is here." Aiba held out the phone to his lover who frowned.
"Hello, Jun." Sho mumbled. He listened his friend a while.
"Are you stupid?! I said No. You understand, No. N.O. Maybe I must write you the signification?!" Sho yelled and stopped when he saw his little family looking at him, shocked.
He stood up and walked to the bedroom to finish his conversation.
"Listen, Jun. I know you want the best for me and I'm grateful for that but I can't. I love Masaki, I love his children and there is no way I would leave them!" Sho yelled before cutting the line. He jumped when he saw Sora in the corner. Tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Sora, what's wrong, dear?" Sho kneeled in front of him and stroked his cheek.
"I hate you!!!" The young boy cried.
"Eh, why?!"
"Because you'll leave me, Yu, Haru and Daddy for your work!" The boy yelled.
"Sora, I'm not going to leave you." Sho sighed hugging him.
"Really?" The boy asked with hopefully eyes.
"Really. I love you, your brother, your sister and your dad and I would never leave my family." Sho rocked him in his arms.
"Pinky promise?" Sora asked, holding out his finger.
"Yes, pinky promise." Sho smiled and swirled their fingers.
Aiba looked at them behind the door. What was this story?! Why Sora was saying Sho would leave them?
"Sho?"
"Hum?"
"Something happened at work?" Aiba asked, looking at his lover.
"Hum, not really." The pianist avoided his look, knowing he couldn't lie to these beautiful eyes.
"Sure?"
"Yay." Sho smiled and kissed him deeply.
Aiba knew his lover was lying. Even if he knew him only for few months, he could say if his boyfriend was lying or telling the true. There was something Sho was hidding to him. Earlier, he avoided his look and the pianist did that just when he lied to him. Worried, he called Jun, knowing the young man would tell him what happened. At the beginning, Jun didn't say anything but when Aiba started to cry and implored him, Jun couldn't resist anymore and explained to him the whole situation. Masaki froze, shocked. He looked at his lover who was playing at Mario Kart with his children and cried. They seemed so happy together but Aiba was unable to prevent his lover's dream. He knew Sho had worked very hard for that. Wiping his tears away, he started to prepare their lunch.
"Itadakimasu!!!" Sho and the children exclaimed when all the family started the lunch.
Aiba was staring at his lover since the beginning, looking how Sho was talking to his son, how they were laughing and smiling together. Sadness crossed his heart. Before he met the pianist, Sho never had a real boyfriend or girlfriend, he knew the older didn't believe in love and preferred his parties and alcohol. And now, after 7 months, Sho was there, living with them and taking care of his children and him. Aiba was really proud of himself for having won Sho's heart but felt guilty. The older worked very hard for his dream for many years and now, when he had the opportunity to realize it, refused because of them.
"Sora, Yusuke, I need you to stay in your bedroom, dears. Haru can you take them? I must talk to Sho." Aiba said suddenly after the lunch.
Haru nodded. But Sora pouted and grabbed Sho's leg, stubbornly.
"I don't want to stay in my bedroom. Sho-chan promised me to play together!"
"After, So, I promise. Your father just want to talk for a moment. I join you in few minutes, honey." Sho kissed Sora's head who grinned happily.
"I will wait for you, daddy!" He exclaimed and hugged Sho. The two lovers looked at each other, shocked.
"Sora..."
"Yes, I decided, Sho-chan is my second daddy, now!" Sora smiled innocently, Yusuke nodding, completely agreed and both ran to their bedroom.
Sho smiled widely and approached Aiba. He hugged him and laid kisses on his neck but the younger pushed him away.
"What's wrong baby?" Sho asked a bit chocked.
"You still don't have something to tell me?"
"I don't see what you mean...I.."
"And the fact you'll leave Tokyo for Hollywood, is it nothing?" Aiba snapped. Sho opened his mouth, shocked.
"There's nothing to say about that because I won't go there!" The pianist replied and Aiba sighed.
"Sho~ it's your dream, you must go there."
"What do you mean? You don't want me anymore?"
"No, of course no! But I can't prevent this dream for what you worked so hard, you'll regret it later if you give up now."
"I don't care about my dream, you and the children are my dream, now!" Sho snapped angrily.
"But I do! I don't want in some years you reproach me to have spoiled your dream! You have never taken care of children, it's not a game, you can't say you’re a father just after 7 months! My children are the most precious thing I have in my life and I don't want them to be hurt, I must protect them!!!" Aiba yelled.
"I see... You don't trust me... You think I'm playing with you. You think I play the good father just for my fun?! I thought you loved and trusted me more than that." Sho whispered in a painfully voice and left the kitchen.
"Sho, it's not what I mean... I..." But Sho slammed the door and left the apartment.
Aiba fell on the ground, crying. He didn't mean his words but to him, Sho's dream and happiness were the most important things, even if it meant he'll suffer when his lover will leave the country.
Sho drove furiously. How does he could be so naïve? How does he could believe Masaki was different than the others? Tears began to roll down his cheeks. It was painful, very painful. When he arrived to his old apartment, he took a suit case, put his stuff inside and left to the agency. When he opened the door of Jun's office, he found his best friend inside of his lover, moaning loudly.
"You know you have an apartment to do that, perverts!" Sho yelled very angry.
His friends jumped and stood up quickly, hiding their naked bodies.
"Sorry, Sho but you could have knocked before!" Jun mumbled. "What do you want?"
"Buy me a ticket, I'm leaving for Hollywood, now!" Sho ordered.
"Eh?! What did you say? I believed you didn't want to leave Masaki." Jun exclaimed, shocked.
"I changed my mind. It's over with Aiba. Now, buy me a ticket, I want to leave the country quickly." Sho said and left the office.
"Is he really serious?!" Jun looked at Ohno.
"I bet Aiba-chan asked him to leave. I'm sure he didn't want to spoil Sho's dream." Ohno whispered.
"It's my fault. When Aiba-chan started to cry, I told him the truth even if Sho didn't want to." Jun lowered his eyes, ashamed.
"I'll talk to Aiba-chan, but buy a ticket for Sho, we don't really have the choice." Ohno added and kissed his lover before leaving the office too.
Ohno smiled to the children in front of him. They were really cute, he understood why Sho fell in love with them. Aiba showed him the sofa and they sat down onto it.
"Well. It's about Sho. He came this morning saying he wanted to leave the country and it was over between you two." Ohno started.
"Yes. I talked to him. I said he had to choose his dream." Aiba lowered his eyes.
"And you're happy with that?"
"NO. I mean... I really love Sho with all my heart but I don't want to spoil his life."
"Do you really believe this job is more important to him than you and your children?" Ohno asked softly.
"I..."
"You know, since Sho has met you, he is happier. He smiles all the day and always speaks about you and your children. He even says, he considers them as his owns children too."
"Really?"
"Yes. When he said his family was now, his dream, I think he is sincere. He has found his home with you. I think it's a waste if you two break-up." Ohno whispered.
"Daddy, does Sho-chan will never come back?" Yusuke's voice asked and they turned to see So, Yu and Haru in the corner of the room.
"I don't want Sho-chan leaves us, he is my daddy too." Sora sobbed loudly.
"You're making a big mistake, dad." Haru simply said.
Aiba looked at Ohno who smiled. Tears filled his eyes when he understood he couldn't live without Sho.
"You can catch him, it's not too late, he must be at the airport, now." The older gave him the number of the plane.
"Alright, maybe I'll regret it later but I don't care. Come on my babies, we must catch Sho!" Aiba said and the children grinned happily before all the family, include Ohno climbed in the car.
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"Are you sure with that?" Jun asked to Sho.
"Yes." Sho replied coldly.
They sat in the plane and Sho took his pills. He didn't really like planes and needed to sleep. Jun sighed and grabbed his manga. For two hours, he was trying to convince Sho not to leave Tokyo but the older was too stubborn. Jun had even sent a message to his lover, giving him the number and the hour of their departure. He was feeling very guilt for saying the truth to Masaki. If he had shut his mouth despite Aiba's tears, Sho would have never left them.
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"Faster, daddy, faster!" Yusuke exclaimed.
"I can't, I drive too fast yet!" Aiba yelled at the poor boy.
"Don't worry, Yusuke-chan, daddy knows what he's doing." Ohno said softly, patting his head.
Unfortunely, there was a traffic jam today and they didn't drive very fast. When Aiba arrived at the airport, he parked the car anywhere and ran to the notice board, Ohno and the kids following him. But Aiba frowned when he didn't see the plane. He ran toward a hostess and asked for Sho's plane as he didn't find it.
"Sorry, sir, but this plane is gone since five minutes." The woman smiled.
To be continued...