Criminal
Title: Criminal
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairing: Ohmiya
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Rating: NC-17
Length: One shot in three parts
Summary: Does true love really is stronger than anything?
Disclaimer: For my lovely Kazu for his birthday, already 30 years old but you look like a teenager xD Otanjoubi omedetou my favorite brat, I hope you'll spend an amazing day, we love you sweetheart <3
Ohno's pov in blue and Nino's pov in yellow/orange xD
Part 1:
When I think about it, I've always collected the sad stories but this one is maybe the only one that made me feel alive...
I was drinking a beer in my favorite bar when someone sat down next to me.
"Alone?"
"Maybe." I smiled shyly.
He was beautiful, younger than me. He had short black hair, a cute mole on his chin, deep piercing eyes and an amazing smile.
Someone said love at first sight was impossible or sappy but this night I understood how a simple look could make you feel alive.
"A martini for my friend!" The man ordered to the bartender.
"Ano... Who are you?" I asked shyly.
"Oh, sorry, I'm Ninomiya Kazunari." The man grinned, holding out his hand.
"Ohno Satoshi." I blushed.
"You're cute when you are blushing." Nino chuckled.
"I...thank you." I lowered my eyes, staring at my hands as if it was the most interesting things of the world.
"So, how a gorgeous man like you can be alone?" Nino asked, crossing his legs.
"I... I'm not very lucky with men... I... I think I must be too bored." I whispered.
"Humm. I'm sure they weren't worth for you." Nino said thoughtfully, his chin on his hands.
"I... Thank you but you're wrong. Once they have sex, they leave." I looked away, ashamed because of my useless bla bla.
"Humm..." Nino stood up and grabbed my hand without letting me the time to react.
"Where are we going?" I panicked.
"You'll see."
Strangely, I trusted him. I didn't know him but his eyes made me believe in him. He was a good man, I was sure of that.
We arrived in front of an expensive restaurant and Nino made me sit down on a chair and sat in front of me. We ate in a comfortable mood, talking about our lives and our hobbies. I never felt that with my other boyfriends. Nino was very interesting and kind, making me laugh and smile often. I felt good next to him. After two hours, Nino brought me back to my apartment and we stayed in front of my door, talking.
"Ano..."
"I was sure you weren't bored." Nino cut me off with a smile.
"Why are you doing that for me?" I raised my eyebrows in disbelief.
"Maybe I feel lonely and want to be with someone interesting.... Or maybe.... Maybe I just want to put you in my bed." Nino smirked.
"I... I don't think so." I stammered.
"And why? You don't know me. Maybe I am a killer or a psychopath."
"I'm sure you're a good man. I can see it in your eyes."
"Eh?" Nino blinked, not expecting this kind of answer and giving me some confidence.
"I can see kindness shining in your eyes. Maybe you're right, maybe you are insane or a killer but you're not a bad guy." I smiled.
"I..." Nino lowered his eyes.
"Sometimes, life doesn't give you other choice than making mistakes but it doesn't mean we are bad persons." I explained.
Nino stared at me with wide eyes before smiling and pushing me against the wall to smack our lips together.
"Nino..." I moaned between our lips.
"I want you!" Nino whined. I nodded and at the moment I opened my door, Nino lifted me up in his arms and led me to my bedroom.
I arched my back as Nino's hot tantalizing mouth moved down, over my jaw line and then down my neck and over my Adam's apple reaching the hollow in my neck and collar bone. Slow pecking kisses started to be laid on my chest to the right of my left nipple. Nino toyed with them with his thumb bringing them to perfect hardness.
I was almost delirious by the time the hot mouth closed on my nipple, lips sucking and teeth biting down at the hard nub. My hands tangled in the sheets, my hips lifting cleanly off the bed. Nino's mouth continued to work at my nipple while his hands moved up and down against my hips bone and thigh before going back to settle on my penis rubbing it gently as he continued to suck on the nub.
"Ninomiya-san…" I moaned trying to clutch at his shoulder and Nino released my nipple just enough to mutter.
"Call me Kazunari…"
"Kazu-kun..." I moaned, my nails sinking into the soft skin and Nino sucked harder at my nipple while twisting at the tip of my hard dripping cock thumbing the slit. "Argnn…So good…"
Nino was smiling against me as he released my nipple kissing and licking a slow steady trail down to my cock that was already straining with the need to cum. I arched my head back as my penis was engulfed in a wonderful tight, overwhelming heat, a hot tongue lapping at the sinful pre-cum that was flowing out of my tip. Fingers worked at an almost bruising pace at my balls while another one worked into my twitching hole opening up in a gentle but quick manor.
Nino's head bobbed up and down and I tangled my fingers into his soft silky hair tightly as my arse muscles clenched and unclenched around the finger and I gave a mini scream and came quickly into Nino's mouth who drank everything. Nino pulled away licking his lips and looking down at me, his own hard erection dripping with pearly drops of pre-cum.
"I've wanted this since I saw you alone in this bar… I can't wait until my cock is buried inside of you…I'm going to fuck you as hard as I can and you won't be able to sit down for a week…" Nino promised stroking his cock a few times and I felt my own soft cock twitching taking a great interest in what was going on.
I reached into one of the cupboards and pulled out a bottle of lubrication and held it to Nino who smiled before pushing my legs apart and up toward his chest.
Nino pushed two fingers into me and scissor my hole twisting his fingers in and out. I whined, closing my eyes tightly as I tried to fight the burning pain that was building up inside of me but soon, found myself moving back onto the fingers and starting to want more.
Nino pressed his cock against my hole and pushed his hips forwards sinking into me deeply, balls slapping against my buttocks
"So…Tight…So good…" Nino moaned. My hands went to cling at his shoulders, my nails scratching his back. I wanted to remember all of these sensations. He was driving me crazy as nobody has ever done in my life. It was wonderful, if I could form proper words I would say I didn't this to finish one day and I wrapped my legs tightly around his slim waist, moving back to deepen his thrusts. Nino closed his eyes tigthly as if I had done something amazing and pressed his lips against mine to gag his loud moans.
"Fuck, you're amazing, Satoshi... So amazing..." Nino gasped, biting my collarbone.
I whined when Nino's hand found my cock pumping at me in time with his deep quick thrusts. My balls were tightening, my body trembling and I knew I was letting out a string of obscenities and I heard Nino giving a shaky laugh until our bodies locked and we came pressed against each other our bodies trembling with the pleasure that we had found together.
Nino collapsed next to me, panting heavily. A this moment, I started to cry silently, knowing he will leave after this wonderful moment between us as the other before him.
"Best sex I've ever had." Nino chuckled, standing up. I heard him taking a shower as if it was his apartment and buried my face in my pillow, letting the tears fall.
Some minutes later, I heard noises coming from the kitchen and then nothing.
"He left..." I whispered, lifting my body and hugging my knees against my chest. "As the other..." I cried, pressing my face on my arms.
"Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?" I jumped and raised my head to see Nino in a boxer with a bowl of water in his hands and a worried look on his face.
"You're still here?" I whispered, shocked.
"Of course, what were you thinking about? That I would leave like that after what happened?" Nino raised his eyebrows in disbelief and as I wasn't answering, frowned and moved toward me. "Satoshi..." Nino put his hand on my cheek, wiping my tears kindly.
"I... They always leave after they have what they want even if it takes them months to sleep with me, they-they...always leave..." I said in a broken voice.
"Satoshi..." Nino repeated and hugged me against his chest. I smelt his amazing scent and buried my face in his neck, crying louder this time. I felt ashamed for crying but I needed to release this pain that was eating me since 16 years.
****
I opened my eyes, yawning when I felt the sun on my face. I fell asleep in Nino's arms, my face still in his neck while he was hugging me tightly as if I was the most precious gift of the world.
"Hello, sleeping beauty." Nino smiled, stroking my cheek.
"Good morning." I said shyly, blushing.
"Do you feel better?"
"Hun. Sorry for crying on your shoulder like a baby." I lowered my head but soon, felt a kiss on my hair.
"It's okay...just...don't cry anymore please, it would broke my heart." Nino lifted my chin before kissing me deeply.
"Thank you." I whispered.
"I won't leave you, you're mine." Nino grabbed my thigh and slipped into me, making me gasp.
For the first time in my life, I felt happy and complete in a man's arms.
****
Despite my friends, I always felt empty. I've never felt this flam in my chest, this will making you want to wake up the next day. Life had never been faith with me. Life took my family and left me alone in the rotten world. I grew in a dark middle. Sex, drugs, rapes were something used around me. Obviously, I became like them. I was using the other's happiness to survive. I didn't trust anybody excepted my best friend, Jun and his lover, Sho. Jun wasn't a shit like me. He was a dancer and his boyfriend a famous lawyer. I don't know why Jun wanted to be my friend. We grew together in this dark middle but he found the strength to leave this life and after lots of years, left it forever. But he stayed my precious friend. The only one I trusted with my life and my heart (if I really had a heart!). He tried to make me stop but I've never had his will and there was nothing that was waiting for me if I stopped. And plus, you don't leave this life like that.
"Kazu, are you listening?" Jun made me jump.
"Hun."
"Kazu... Someone will kill you one day if you continue to work for Takeda."
"I know." I replied, taking a deep puff of my cigarette.
"I don't want to lose you nor Sho."
"I know." I mumbled, staring at the gap.
"We want you to be Sora's godfather." Jun said softly.
"Did you lose your mind, J? How can you even think about this? Sora is your precious baby, you can't let him in my dirty hands." I groaned, even if I felt happy because So was very adorable.
"And if Sho and I died tomorrow? He is only five months, I refuse to let him to someone else than you. I trust you, I would let my life in your hand and it's the same for Sho and our son." Jun frowned.
"I'm not a nice person, J. I'll always be this shit you met 29 years ago."
"No. It's false and you know it. You're a kind man and an amazing friend, Kazu. I won't let you go. Never." Jun replied.
"Whatever. I have to go." I said, standing up.
"Kazu..." Jun protested.
"Work." I smiled and kissed his forehead.
Why does J was always so kind and protective with me? Even if we grew together, I didn't deserve him nor his family. I was a shit. I was a criminal....
I did my work well as always, Takeda congratulating me by a torrid night. As always. As always, I threw up after he had fucked me but I couldn't say anything. I deserved it. I was a criminal.
I entered a new bar this night and saw him. He looked so beautiful but so sad and lonely. He had long black hair with cute chubby cheeks and a nice body. But despite his beauty, it wasn't that that stopped my heart. I sat next to him and ordered a beer when he raised his head shyly toward me. Oh my fucking god! I had never seen eyes like that in my whole life. There was this pain, this sadness shining in his deep brown eyes as if he had lots of scars in his heart. I wanted to hug him. To treasure him but I knew I couldn't. I was a shit after all. But I talked to him. Ohno Satoshi. Even his name sounds like a song in my ears. When he smiled, I gulped. How could he think he wasn't interesting? There was this mystery in his eyes, this kindness in his smile. How could he hate himself like that?!
I brought him to a restaurant and we talked a long time about our lives and our hobbies. Of course, I lied to him about my real work. Ohno was very interesting. He had a view of the life and of people very fascinating. I brought him back home after two hours but couldn't leave him. I wanted him. Not because he was gorgeous but because he attracted me. I wanted to make love to his broken heart. I wanted to treasure someone for the first time of my life. I kissed him and he let me do. His lips were so amazing against mine! When I made love to him, happiness exploded in my heart.
When we came, I stood up to take a shower and after, a bowl of water to clean him up but I saw him crying.
"Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?" I asked, making him jum and raise his wet face.
"You're still here?" Ohno whispered, shocked.
"Of course, what were you thinking? That I would leave like that after what happened?" I raised my eyebrows in disbelief and as he wasn't answering, frowned and moved toward me. "Satoshi..." I put my hand on my cheek, wiping his tears.
"I... They always leave after they have what they want even if it takes them months to sleep with me, they-they...always leave..." Ohno said in a broken voice.
"Satoshi..." I repeated and hugged him against my chest. How these bastards could make him suffer like that?! How could they hurt a man as wonderful as him?! If I could kill them!!!
I hugged him tightly the whole night, afraid he would make a mistake or leave. He cried a lot but I whispered comforting words the whole night.
"I won't leave you, you're mine." I lied to him the next morning before making love to him again.
I knew I wouldn't be able to hold my promise but I lied. I felt alive for the first time of my life...
****
"I have to go, I'm working today." I stroked Ohno's cheek who smiled happily and pouted.
"I wanted you to stay."
"I know babe but I can't. I'll come back tonight if you want."
"Hun." Ohno nodded with a grin. I kissed him deeply, feeling his leg wrapping my waist but I didn't complain and stroked our naked bodies together in a loud moan.
"Kazu!!!" Ohno whined, pushing me on my back to climb on top of me and take my hard length in his hand.
"To-Toshi... Stop, you'll hurt yourself." I gasped but Ohno smiled and moved down on my cock in a scream of pain. "Baka, you weren't prepared." I stroked his cheek but Ohno grinned and started to move up and down roughly, making us scream loudly in pleasure.
"Kazu... Oh, Kazu!!!" Ohno moaned, his head arching back.
"Make us come, dear." I gasped, closing my eyes tightly. Ohno moved harder and faster, stars blurring my view when he released at the same time.
"I really have to go." I panted, kissing his lips a last time.
"You'll come back, ne?" Ohno asked in a panicked tone.
"Of course, babe. And I'll fuck you as hard as I can." I smirked, making him chuckle.
****
Time passed quickly and soon, we were together for five months. I tried to hide him the truth about my work and to Takeda. If my boss knew I had a real relationship, he would kill me.
"I love you."
When Ohno whispered these words, everything broke. I felt happy, of course but at the same time, it killed me because I knew I had to stop this relationship.
"Kazu?" Ohno whispered sadly and I looked away.
"I..." My phone cut me off and I stood up to answer.
"Kazunari, where are you for the god's sake?! We had an appointment!" Takeda yelled.
"Sorry, I'm late, I'm coming immediately." I apologized. I closed my phone and pecked Ohnos forehead. "Sorry, teddy, I have to go."
"Kazu..." Ohno protested but I ran away.
I knew I was a coward but I couldn't confront my boyfriend. It will kill me when I'll break up with him just after he told me these words.
****
"Kazu..." Takeda moaned, releasing inside of me. I stood up, took a shower to clean his disgusting cum in me. "Where do you think you are going?" Takeda groaned when I took my clothes.
"I...to my apartment." I stammered.
"No. You are staying here."
"Takeda-sama, please, I really have to go." I pleaded, thinking about Satoshi.
"If you want to leave, leave but I don't know if you'll find your precious boyfriend in a good state tomorrow." Takeda smirked
"How... How do you know?" I froze.
"Babe, I always told you you were mine. I know you are dating this whore for ten months now."
"Satoshi isn't a whore!" I snapped.
"I don't care if you want to fuck someone else but don't forget you are mine and can't fall for him." Takeda stood up and hugged me from behind, making the towel around my waist fall.
"I... Don't harm him please!" I whispered.
"As long as you remember my rules, you can fuck him. It must be exciting when you come back home and fuck him after having your tight hole around my dick some minutes earlier, ne?" Takeda smirked.
"I..."
"Does he know about you? Does he know you are a monster and a criminal? Does he know I'm fucking you every day like a beast?"
"No..." I stammered.
"So, it's okay if you can live with that. You're a shit and a monster after all." Takeda smirked and pushed his hard and disgusting cock inside of me. I screamed in pain making him laugh evilly. "You're so perfect Kazunari." Takeda moaned. I closed my eyes to ignore this horrible reality, trying to focus on Ohchan's smile.
I came back home late very late, my back aching like hell. Sato was sleeping on the sofa and I walked in our bedroom to pack my belongings. Tears were rolling down my cheeks but I had no other choice. I had to protect him.
"I love you too, teddy." I whispered, kissing his sleeping face and closed the door behind me for the last time.
To be continued...
A/N: Ano, at the beginning it was only an one shot but ideas came and as it's too long, I have to write this one shot in several parts, maybe two or more. I'm afraid it would become a series xD I'll try to keep it only as a long one shot I promise xD
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU KAZUNARI!!!! XD
I'm sorry I wrote an os Ohmiya instead of Matsumiya, shame on me!!!! XD
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairing: Ohmiya
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Rating: NC-17
Length: One shot in three parts
Summary: Does true love really is stronger than anything?
Disclaimer: For my lovely Kazu for his birthday, already 30 years old but you look like a teenager xD Otanjoubi omedetou my favorite brat, I hope you'll spend an amazing day, we love you sweetheart <3
Ohno's pov in blue and Nino's pov in yellow/orange xD
Part 1:
When I think about it, I've always collected the sad stories but this one is maybe the only one that made me feel alive...
I was drinking a beer in my favorite bar when someone sat down next to me.
"Alone?"
"Maybe." I smiled shyly.
He was beautiful, younger than me. He had short black hair, a cute mole on his chin, deep piercing eyes and an amazing smile.
Someone said love at first sight was impossible or sappy but this night I understood how a simple look could make you feel alive.
"A martini for my friend!" The man ordered to the bartender.
"Ano... Who are you?" I asked shyly.
"Oh, sorry, I'm Ninomiya Kazunari." The man grinned, holding out his hand.
"Ohno Satoshi." I blushed.
"You're cute when you are blushing." Nino chuckled.
"I...thank you." I lowered my eyes, staring at my hands as if it was the most interesting things of the world.
"So, how a gorgeous man like you can be alone?" Nino asked, crossing his legs.
"I... I'm not very lucky with men... I... I think I must be too bored." I whispered.
"Humm. I'm sure they weren't worth for you." Nino said thoughtfully, his chin on his hands.
"I... Thank you but you're wrong. Once they have sex, they leave." I looked away, ashamed because of my useless bla bla.
"Humm..." Nino stood up and grabbed my hand without letting me the time to react.
"Where are we going?" I panicked.
"You'll see."
Strangely, I trusted him. I didn't know him but his eyes made me believe in him. He was a good man, I was sure of that.
We arrived in front of an expensive restaurant and Nino made me sit down on a chair and sat in front of me. We ate in a comfortable mood, talking about our lives and our hobbies. I never felt that with my other boyfriends. Nino was very interesting and kind, making me laugh and smile often. I felt good next to him. After two hours, Nino brought me back to my apartment and we stayed in front of my door, talking.
"Ano..."
"I was sure you weren't bored." Nino cut me off with a smile.
"Why are you doing that for me?" I raised my eyebrows in disbelief.
"Maybe I feel lonely and want to be with someone interesting.... Or maybe.... Maybe I just want to put you in my bed." Nino smirked.
"I... I don't think so." I stammered.
"And why? You don't know me. Maybe I am a killer or a psychopath."
"I'm sure you're a good man. I can see it in your eyes."
"Eh?" Nino blinked, not expecting this kind of answer and giving me some confidence.
"I can see kindness shining in your eyes. Maybe you're right, maybe you are insane or a killer but you're not a bad guy." I smiled.
"I..." Nino lowered his eyes.
"Sometimes, life doesn't give you other choice than making mistakes but it doesn't mean we are bad persons." I explained.
Nino stared at me with wide eyes before smiling and pushing me against the wall to smack our lips together.
"Nino..." I moaned between our lips.
"I want you!" Nino whined. I nodded and at the moment I opened my door, Nino lifted me up in his arms and led me to my bedroom.
I arched my back as Nino's hot tantalizing mouth moved down, over my jaw line and then down my neck and over my Adam's apple reaching the hollow in my neck and collar bone. Slow pecking kisses started to be laid on my chest to the right of my left nipple. Nino toyed with them with his thumb bringing them to perfect hardness.
I was almost delirious by the time the hot mouth closed on my nipple, lips sucking and teeth biting down at the hard nub. My hands tangled in the sheets, my hips lifting cleanly off the bed. Nino's mouth continued to work at my nipple while his hands moved up and down against my hips bone and thigh before going back to settle on my penis rubbing it gently as he continued to suck on the nub.
"Ninomiya-san…" I moaned trying to clutch at his shoulder and Nino released my nipple just enough to mutter.
"Call me Kazunari…"
"Kazu-kun..." I moaned, my nails sinking into the soft skin and Nino sucked harder at my nipple while twisting at the tip of my hard dripping cock thumbing the slit. "Argnn…So good…"
Nino was smiling against me as he released my nipple kissing and licking a slow steady trail down to my cock that was already straining with the need to cum. I arched my head back as my penis was engulfed in a wonderful tight, overwhelming heat, a hot tongue lapping at the sinful pre-cum that was flowing out of my tip. Fingers worked at an almost bruising pace at my balls while another one worked into my twitching hole opening up in a gentle but quick manor.
Nino's head bobbed up and down and I tangled my fingers into his soft silky hair tightly as my arse muscles clenched and unclenched around the finger and I gave a mini scream and came quickly into Nino's mouth who drank everything. Nino pulled away licking his lips and looking down at me, his own hard erection dripping with pearly drops of pre-cum.
"I've wanted this since I saw you alone in this bar… I can't wait until my cock is buried inside of you…I'm going to fuck you as hard as I can and you won't be able to sit down for a week…" Nino promised stroking his cock a few times and I felt my own soft cock twitching taking a great interest in what was going on.
I reached into one of the cupboards and pulled out a bottle of lubrication and held it to Nino who smiled before pushing my legs apart and up toward his chest.
Nino pushed two fingers into me and scissor my hole twisting his fingers in and out. I whined, closing my eyes tightly as I tried to fight the burning pain that was building up inside of me but soon, found myself moving back onto the fingers and starting to want more.
Nino pressed his cock against my hole and pushed his hips forwards sinking into me deeply, balls slapping against my buttocks
"So…Tight…So good…" Nino moaned. My hands went to cling at his shoulders, my nails scratching his back. I wanted to remember all of these sensations. He was driving me crazy as nobody has ever done in my life. It was wonderful, if I could form proper words I would say I didn't this to finish one day and I wrapped my legs tightly around his slim waist, moving back to deepen his thrusts. Nino closed his eyes tigthly as if I had done something amazing and pressed his lips against mine to gag his loud moans.
"Fuck, you're amazing, Satoshi... So amazing..." Nino gasped, biting my collarbone.
I whined when Nino's hand found my cock pumping at me in time with his deep quick thrusts. My balls were tightening, my body trembling and I knew I was letting out a string of obscenities and I heard Nino giving a shaky laugh until our bodies locked and we came pressed against each other our bodies trembling with the pleasure that we had found together.
Nino collapsed next to me, panting heavily. A this moment, I started to cry silently, knowing he will leave after this wonderful moment between us as the other before him.
"Best sex I've ever had." Nino chuckled, standing up. I heard him taking a shower as if it was his apartment and buried my face in my pillow, letting the tears fall.
Some minutes later, I heard noises coming from the kitchen and then nothing.
"He left..." I whispered, lifting my body and hugging my knees against my chest. "As the other..." I cried, pressing my face on my arms.
"Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?" I jumped and raised my head to see Nino in a boxer with a bowl of water in his hands and a worried look on his face.
"You're still here?" I whispered, shocked.
"Of course, what were you thinking about? That I would leave like that after what happened?" Nino raised his eyebrows in disbelief and as I wasn't answering, frowned and moved toward me. "Satoshi..." Nino put his hand on my cheek, wiping my tears kindly.
"I... They always leave after they have what they want even if it takes them months to sleep with me, they-they...always leave..." I said in a broken voice.
"Satoshi..." Nino repeated and hugged me against his chest. I smelt his amazing scent and buried my face in his neck, crying louder this time. I felt ashamed for crying but I needed to release this pain that was eating me since 16 years.
****
I opened my eyes, yawning when I felt the sun on my face. I fell asleep in Nino's arms, my face still in his neck while he was hugging me tightly as if I was the most precious gift of the world.
"Hello, sleeping beauty." Nino smiled, stroking my cheek.
"Good morning." I said shyly, blushing.
"Do you feel better?"
"Hun. Sorry for crying on your shoulder like a baby." I lowered my head but soon, felt a kiss on my hair.
"It's okay...just...don't cry anymore please, it would broke my heart." Nino lifted my chin before kissing me deeply.
"Thank you." I whispered.
"I won't leave you, you're mine." Nino grabbed my thigh and slipped into me, making me gasp.
For the first time in my life, I felt happy and complete in a man's arms.
****
Despite my friends, I always felt empty. I've never felt this flam in my chest, this will making you want to wake up the next day. Life had never been faith with me. Life took my family and left me alone in the rotten world. I grew in a dark middle. Sex, drugs, rapes were something used around me. Obviously, I became like them. I was using the other's happiness to survive. I didn't trust anybody excepted my best friend, Jun and his lover, Sho. Jun wasn't a shit like me. He was a dancer and his boyfriend a famous lawyer. I don't know why Jun wanted to be my friend. We grew together in this dark middle but he found the strength to leave this life and after lots of years, left it forever. But he stayed my precious friend. The only one I trusted with my life and my heart (if I really had a heart!). He tried to make me stop but I've never had his will and there was nothing that was waiting for me if I stopped. And plus, you don't leave this life like that.
"Kazu, are you listening?" Jun made me jump.
"Hun."
"Kazu... Someone will kill you one day if you continue to work for Takeda."
"I know." I replied, taking a deep puff of my cigarette.
"I don't want to lose you nor Sho."
"I know." I mumbled, staring at the gap.
"We want you to be Sora's godfather." Jun said softly.
"Did you lose your mind, J? How can you even think about this? Sora is your precious baby, you can't let him in my dirty hands." I groaned, even if I felt happy because So was very adorable.
"And if Sho and I died tomorrow? He is only five months, I refuse to let him to someone else than you. I trust you, I would let my life in your hand and it's the same for Sho and our son." Jun frowned.
"I'm not a nice person, J. I'll always be this shit you met 29 years ago."
"No. It's false and you know it. You're a kind man and an amazing friend, Kazu. I won't let you go. Never." Jun replied.
"Whatever. I have to go." I said, standing up.
"Kazu..." Jun protested.
"Work." I smiled and kissed his forehead.
Why does J was always so kind and protective with me? Even if we grew together, I didn't deserve him nor his family. I was a shit. I was a criminal....
I did my work well as always, Takeda congratulating me by a torrid night. As always. As always, I threw up after he had fucked me but I couldn't say anything. I deserved it. I was a criminal.
I entered a new bar this night and saw him. He looked so beautiful but so sad and lonely. He had long black hair with cute chubby cheeks and a nice body. But despite his beauty, it wasn't that that stopped my heart. I sat next to him and ordered a beer when he raised his head shyly toward me. Oh my fucking god! I had never seen eyes like that in my whole life. There was this pain, this sadness shining in his deep brown eyes as if he had lots of scars in his heart. I wanted to hug him. To treasure him but I knew I couldn't. I was a shit after all. But I talked to him. Ohno Satoshi. Even his name sounds like a song in my ears. When he smiled, I gulped. How could he think he wasn't interesting? There was this mystery in his eyes, this kindness in his smile. How could he hate himself like that?!
I brought him to a restaurant and we talked a long time about our lives and our hobbies. Of course, I lied to him about my real work. Ohno was very interesting. He had a view of the life and of people very fascinating. I brought him back home after two hours but couldn't leave him. I wanted him. Not because he was gorgeous but because he attracted me. I wanted to make love to his broken heart. I wanted to treasure someone for the first time of my life. I kissed him and he let me do. His lips were so amazing against mine! When I made love to him, happiness exploded in my heart.
When we came, I stood up to take a shower and after, a bowl of water to clean him up but I saw him crying.
"Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?" I asked, making him jum and raise his wet face.
"You're still here?" Ohno whispered, shocked.
"Of course, what were you thinking? That I would leave like that after what happened?" I raised my eyebrows in disbelief and as he wasn't answering, frowned and moved toward me. "Satoshi..." I put my hand on my cheek, wiping his tears.
"I... They always leave after they have what they want even if it takes them months to sleep with me, they-they...always leave..." Ohno said in a broken voice.
"Satoshi..." I repeated and hugged him against my chest. How these bastards could make him suffer like that?! How could they hurt a man as wonderful as him?! If I could kill them!!!
I hugged him tightly the whole night, afraid he would make a mistake or leave. He cried a lot but I whispered comforting words the whole night.
"I won't leave you, you're mine." I lied to him the next morning before making love to him again.
I knew I wouldn't be able to hold my promise but I lied. I felt alive for the first time of my life...
****
"I have to go, I'm working today." I stroked Ohno's cheek who smiled happily and pouted.
"I wanted you to stay."
"I know babe but I can't. I'll come back tonight if you want."
"Hun." Ohno nodded with a grin. I kissed him deeply, feeling his leg wrapping my waist but I didn't complain and stroked our naked bodies together in a loud moan.
"Kazu!!!" Ohno whined, pushing me on my back to climb on top of me and take my hard length in his hand.
"To-Toshi... Stop, you'll hurt yourself." I gasped but Ohno smiled and moved down on my cock in a scream of pain. "Baka, you weren't prepared." I stroked his cheek but Ohno grinned and started to move up and down roughly, making us scream loudly in pleasure.
"Kazu... Oh, Kazu!!!" Ohno moaned, his head arching back.
"Make us come, dear." I gasped, closing my eyes tightly. Ohno moved harder and faster, stars blurring my view when he released at the same time.
"I really have to go." I panted, kissing his lips a last time.
"You'll come back, ne?" Ohno asked in a panicked tone.
"Of course, babe. And I'll fuck you as hard as I can." I smirked, making him chuckle.
****
Time passed quickly and soon, we were together for five months. I tried to hide him the truth about my work and to Takeda. If my boss knew I had a real relationship, he would kill me.
"I love you."
When Ohno whispered these words, everything broke. I felt happy, of course but at the same time, it killed me because I knew I had to stop this relationship.
"Kazu?" Ohno whispered sadly and I looked away.
"I..." My phone cut me off and I stood up to answer.
"Kazunari, where are you for the god's sake?! We had an appointment!" Takeda yelled.
"Sorry, I'm late, I'm coming immediately." I apologized. I closed my phone and pecked Ohnos forehead. "Sorry, teddy, I have to go."
"Kazu..." Ohno protested but I ran away.
I knew I was a coward but I couldn't confront my boyfriend. It will kill me when I'll break up with him just after he told me these words.
****
"Kazu..." Takeda moaned, releasing inside of me. I stood up, took a shower to clean his disgusting cum in me. "Where do you think you are going?" Takeda groaned when I took my clothes.
"I...to my apartment." I stammered.
"No. You are staying here."
"Takeda-sama, please, I really have to go." I pleaded, thinking about Satoshi.
"If you want to leave, leave but I don't know if you'll find your precious boyfriend in a good state tomorrow." Takeda smirked
"How... How do you know?" I froze.
"Babe, I always told you you were mine. I know you are dating this whore for ten months now."
"Satoshi isn't a whore!" I snapped.
"I don't care if you want to fuck someone else but don't forget you are mine and can't fall for him." Takeda stood up and hugged me from behind, making the towel around my waist fall.
"I... Don't harm him please!" I whispered.
"As long as you remember my rules, you can fuck him. It must be exciting when you come back home and fuck him after having your tight hole around my dick some minutes earlier, ne?" Takeda smirked.
"I..."
"Does he know about you? Does he know you are a monster and a criminal? Does he know I'm fucking you every day like a beast?"
"No..." I stammered.
"So, it's okay if you can live with that. You're a shit and a monster after all." Takeda smirked and pushed his hard and disgusting cock inside of me. I screamed in pain making him laugh evilly. "You're so perfect Kazunari." Takeda moaned. I closed my eyes to ignore this horrible reality, trying to focus on Ohchan's smile.
I came back home late very late, my back aching like hell. Sato was sleeping on the sofa and I walked in our bedroom to pack my belongings. Tears were rolling down my cheeks but I had no other choice. I had to protect him.
"I love you too, teddy." I whispered, kissing his sleeping face and closed the door behind me for the last time.
To be continued...
A/N: Ano, at the beginning it was only an one shot but ideas came and as it's too long, I have to write this one shot in several parts, maybe two or more. I'm afraid it would become a series xD I'll try to keep it only as a long one shot I promise xD
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU KAZUNARI!!!! XD
I'm sorry I wrote an os Ohmiya instead of Matsumiya, shame on me!!!! XD