Feb 19, 2009 14:52
I won't. But life... no. I just must to do this.
Because I need more and more time to studying I decided what I must turn off my Internet. (is it correct phrase?.. -_-')
03.01 - 06.15 it's 3 and half months. I won't I repeat, but I still need to enter university.
Internet=part of my life -->> I can't control myself if I know I can turn on my PC and check some news, write and communicate -->> I can't studying well. This is my big problem. Nobody can control me exept my Mum but it seems like she really don't care about me and she won't control me. I just know it.
Well... Guys, I really scare I will not be in fandom 3,5 months, and I'm not sure I can manage with it... But I must. Must.
Natasha said "If boys had knew about this they would be proud of you".
That's why I need to be strong even Internet and knowing \ watchining \ listening \ geting news about Arashi non-stop already are my mania.
In the end... 3,5 months are not so long, nee??..
I just hope you won't forget me.
That's all.
friends,
life