Transcendency: Chapter 16

[matsu1nino]

Title: Transcendency
Pairing: OT5, Matsumiya
Genre: AU, Angst, Dark Fantasy
Disclaimer: Plot is mine, Arashi is not. Unfortunately.
Summary: Down the rabbit hole they fell.
Author's Note: No rest for the weary, or in this case the angsty.

Comments

[nekom1ya]

Starting off the chapter with extreme pain and heartbreak.. exactly what you do best T_T oh gosh... i was really dreading it the moment nino tried to desperately search for sho's remains, knowing exactly that it wouldnt do him any good to see the state. I do understand that feeling that he gets, of being hopeful, that somehow he would survive the fall, and then the moment when reality hits.. it hits so hard. But being irrational and not being able to think right/downright delusional during those moments... its just so human.
When sho's mangled corpse was described i was appalled. Oh gosh. He didnt deserve this 😭

I love how the stranger offered to help and gave nino a bit of comfort with that hug.. i hope we see him again in the future ><
Now that nino and oh chan lost 2 of their closest friends, something just felt extremely empty. I cant imagine how they must feel.. it hasnt even been that long since aiba chan too 😭
Them carrying sho's extremely heavy corpse is seriously an image i cant get out of my head.. its too painful and gruesome.

I love how nino and ohno have a moment of comfort between them, they really do need each other especially now. The way they seek comfort in each other and nino being annoyingly clingy with oh chan is so funny but i can totally see it XD nino will definitely need oh-chan's presence now more than ever, and oh chan allows it and im sure he actually needs it just as much too..

I cant go through another heartbreak please youre killing me!! 2 of hearts!! In the park that their friends graves are 😭 oh god the feeling of dread i got the minute the game was announced.
I was literally chanting "no. No. No." Over and over again and hoping that somehow they both will be able to escape.. but, this world is cruel indeed.
When both of them fought so hard to try and win, even nino resorting to cheating and blaming oh chan for using his dom hand vs his weaker one.. it really hurts. I wanna slap him and make him realise already, and oh chan who was fighting for his life then suddenly stopped after nino said "kill me". How he blamed himself for aiba chan and sho chan and even jun. My tears would not stop, i literally knew what was gonna happen.. and then it happened. Nino was so busy fighting for his life he lost sight of the consequences for a moment, and that moment of realisation after he realised that his hand was pinning oh-chan's... oh god. "Live for us" those words are really gonna haunt him forever. Oh god he lost oh chan too now.. 3 of them are gone 😭😭😭
I cannot imagine how jun's reaction will be once he finds out.. i am really dreading it.. and nino, how is he gonna survive? He was already about to and oh chan stopped him, but now theres no one to be able to stop him. I hope he remembers oh chans words and truly burns it in his memory.
Rip aiba chan, sho chan and oh chan 💔💔💔