I've been cringing at my
mpregbb fic, and so I found the perfect way to light an acetylene blowtorch under my heels --
Write it for NaNoWriMo. Of course, I only have to write a minimum of 10K for the big bang and NaNo is 50K, but I might be able to pad it a little, or continue past the birth of Muraki and Tsuzuki's offspring, or add a lot of nightmares. I want this story to have a happy ending (possibly with Tsuzuki finding out Muraki's biggest secret, ie. his very sweet, gentle fiancee), but I want to write a dark, weird, twisty story as well. So! I can put the weird into a series of nightmares and run with that.