well an ex "fling" has a livejournal account
so anyway there was this girl a little over a year ago that i dated for a short time and got totally totally hooked on and she was hot and we boned and it was good and i liked it and for some reason or another i kind of miss her...she had some slight issues but i dont think it was anything too extreme so anyway i know it sounds weird but i go to her website every once-in-a-while just to see what is she up to and whats happening in her life...i guess she is doing alright i dont know what it was but man she really really had me....i would have been whipped so i guess in a way im happy we ended up not being together cuz i would probably be a in a whole different position right now. I wouldnt be with jen...and that would be really really crappy and then life would really suck. but yeah i think i chose that i am envious right now. well...hmm i guess i kind of am envious of the people who get to be in "coolchkmic"'s life i wanted to be with er So bad its pathetic lol now that i look back it would have been everything i wanted at the time but now i dont know....i wonder how it would have fanned out if we had ended up together. would it have worked? would it have just been one of those things you look back at later in life and totally regret like for ever and ever? i guess ill never know but yeah im just sitting here listening to the rain fall with my light on and my tv on and my green H.B.S.S. sweat-pants on and a white t-shirt and sox on. so yeah i havent like wrote in depth on this for like an eternity i guess life is going well...i have a job i totally dig (except for the manager, but isnt there a manager you dont like at like almost every job?) and i have an awesome girlfriend that needs to have a higher sex drive...but other than that she is the best thing that has come along. i would be a fool to let anthing become between us DUDE I WANNA SEE GANGS OF NEW YORK!!! AND THE NEW LORD OF THE RINGS MOVIE!!! those movies probably rock my sox and i like things that rock my sox....so yeah bubba is coming in 10 days!!! YAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAY!!!!!!! dude i miss that guy like fuckin crazy he is my best friend. and that Ken guy...he is one of the coolest friends and best friends ever too...kind of eccentric and weird sometimes but thats him and thats what i liek about him...he has the balls to make a fool of himself lol i do too but not liek he does i think he is gonna have sex with his car. dude its raining harder now i liek rain it makes the bees go home...cuz i hate bees dont ya know haha ok well im getting kind of weird now so maybe i will get going....NOOO i will not!! im just bored and babbling now its funny i think ok so yeah im gettin bass in my car in a couple weeks or so...a 250/1 by JL...a 10" JL W6V2 sub-woofer and yeah its gonna rock like crazy YO!! dude i miss Jen =0( i hate not being able to see her as often as i want to see her she is the bestest thing ever ever ever better than peanutbutter and honey sammiches on white bread....and those are GoOoOoOooOOooOOooDDD!!! haha ok im really gonna go now so i can go look at "coolchkmic"'s journal hehe im so pathetic adios amigos