Sometime I wonder.....
Well. Once again I got to thinking today and with me when I actually get a chance to sit down and think, it never turns out good. Sometimes I wonder what exactally I am doing. I mean why have I decided to got to TN to go to college or how is that going to affect the future of the people that I leave behind. Will my brother and sister know how much I love them? Could me and that guy of had a promising future? Could me fate be planted in Jacksonville or out in the country? I guess only time will tell. As the date of my departure gets closer my doubt seems to grow. Do i know what I am doing? I guess it is just my fear of change. I guess that I will figure things out in time