She's Long Gone
This isn't what you're looking for. ;)
So far I really like The Black Keys, I'm going to try and put them and bunch of other music on that mp3 player I have. If it works hurray, if not ...well I'll try the phone. I'd like music to listen to the whole way to Montreal. Shut the world out, makes long travels easier.
I'm so tired. Not enough sleep. I'll get into that in the next entry.
I need to work on my cards more, and less on my bloody gamer score (my small obsession of late). Haven't even finished the 100 idea initiative. Meanwhile I need to design a logo and then the 10 prototype cards. Wanted to display them for family when we get together for Christmas. Good for a laugh and to let people know what I'm up to. Not sure I'll get that far though. Just need put more of a mind to it, and where it gets me it gets me. I don't want to over pressure myself, otherwise I assume I fail and quit all together.
I should sign up for Christmas Cheer today as well. Keep forgetting, even though I have the web address right here beside me.
I'm nervous and excited about this trip. It could be great, or it could be devastating. And by devastating I mean it could somehow blow up in my face major and result in my mom and my sister saying "I told you so", like they'd actually laid out the exact scenario beforehand. Part of what makes it exciting is not knowing though. It would be nice to be friend's with John and his family though. To be honest it's been so long since I've seen him, I don't remember what he's like much. With the cost of the ticket and risk of having me down, I respect the intention. It would be a waste to discover he's a huge ass. I expect it will be very amicable and welcoming, and I will humbled and thankful to be a guest, and we'll hang out and have a few laughs. I'm trying hard not to concern myself what it will mean in the long term. Best to just take it one step at a time.
I'm really glad it hasn't created a rift between my sister and I. It would really make this hard if she was making a big deal about it. We're not the best of friends or anything, but I prefer to get along, for the sake of the girls at the very least. I mean honestly the fact that she's engaged proves dumb mistakes are allowed and forgiven. He seems like a nice enough guy, so let it play out. I'm sure when I get back she'll be curious, if I can keep my mouth shut long enough to answer her in person and not through channels.
Happy Holidays! ;)
So far I really like The Black Keys, I'm going to try and put them and bunch of other music on that mp3 player I have. If it works hurray, if not ...well I'll try the phone. I'd like music to listen to the whole way to Montreal. Shut the world out, makes long travels easier.
I'm so tired. Not enough sleep. I'll get into that in the next entry.
I need to work on my cards more, and less on my bloody gamer score (my small obsession of late). Haven't even finished the 100 idea initiative. Meanwhile I need to design a logo and then the 10 prototype cards. Wanted to display them for family when we get together for Christmas. Good for a laugh and to let people know what I'm up to. Not sure I'll get that far though. Just need put more of a mind to it, and where it gets me it gets me. I don't want to over pressure myself, otherwise I assume I fail and quit all together.
I should sign up for Christmas Cheer today as well. Keep forgetting, even though I have the web address right here beside me.
I'm nervous and excited about this trip. It could be great, or it could be devastating. And by devastating I mean it could somehow blow up in my face major and result in my mom and my sister saying "I told you so", like they'd actually laid out the exact scenario beforehand. Part of what makes it exciting is not knowing though. It would be nice to be friend's with John and his family though. To be honest it's been so long since I've seen him, I don't remember what he's like much. With the cost of the ticket and risk of having me down, I respect the intention. It would be a waste to discover he's a huge ass. I expect it will be very amicable and welcoming, and I will humbled and thankful to be a guest, and we'll hang out and have a few laughs. I'm trying hard not to concern myself what it will mean in the long term. Best to just take it one step at a time.
I'm really glad it hasn't created a rift between my sister and I. It would really make this hard if she was making a big deal about it. We're not the best of friends or anything, but I prefer to get along, for the sake of the girls at the very least. I mean honestly the fact that she's engaged proves dumb mistakes are allowed and forgiven. He seems like a nice enough guy, so let it play out. I'm sure when I get back she'll be curious, if I can keep my mouth shut long enough to answer her in person and not through channels.
Happy Holidays! ;)