Sep 11, 2005 20:34
I had a long talk with my girlfriend.... I was nice and all...but we really made no ground. For her its a matter of waiting before this ends...shes counting it down, unless i pay more attention to her, and I told her I had no intention of changing, since I've been her bitch for most this time, so its time I had some fun. On a lighter note, she is more active in my club this year, and a lot more helpful as the Finance VP, keeping things transparent and all. So that takes away from my stress, which ulitimately gives me more time to party...hahahaha, and gives her less time to bicker with me.
Theres a big world out there, and I want to meet everyone in it, while Christina wants to stay in her comfort box. We are extremely different, I dont even know why we are still together. I mean, my two ex's and I were in a better position than Christina and I now, and we ultimately broke up, so I dont know what this says. But I guess three years is a long time, so I have to get over that before I move on. Best case scenario, she adjusts to the OLD me. (Not the NEw me, since I have always had this openness inside me, its just i could not let it out with Christina)