dear god! all is so fucking well!

[matreia]

i would like to make a number of extremely important public service announcements

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[damp_goddess]

I'm so glad you're doing well. I called you a while ago to thank you for the most awesome presents ever, but I guess your sister never told you. And being still not quite moved in and starting school and re-starting last years social scene just leaves me so busy and exhausted. However, things are going pretty well for me as well. My days are full of music classes, which I LOVE!!!!! I also am taking an amazing jazz dance class 2 days a week, and it's made me so motivated that I want to dance every day. And whenever I'm not in class, I'm so sad that I'm not dancing. I'm looking around for dance classes in the area that I can take, but they cost so much money, and I don't really have much of that. However, for some reason, even though things are good, I find myself feeling so depressed so often. It really gets to me some time, that I'm doing exactly what I want to do, but I can't even be happy doing that. Story of my life, I guess. But I am planning big by spending 2 years at the community college I'm at getting an AA in music, and then transfering to Berkeley (California). You know, if I get in, but I'm doing so well already, I just know that my classes are going to be A's. All of them. Maybe not, but when I'm taking piano, music theory, electronic music, music history, and jazz dance, and all of them have mucho extra credit options, it's kind of hard to not do fabulously. And I don't see myself not doing my work, because I really want to know what I'm learning, and want to know it well.

I miss you. I would love to see you and talk to you and spend time with you. I assume you live in the dorm and not at home. You should call me at 916-601-3747 because I would love to talk to you. I don't see myself being home until Christmas, unfortunately, but maybe I'll take a free weekend to drive home. We'll see.

xoxoxoxoxox
Amanda