Dec 16, 2008 01:12
My arms miss hugging him. I always promised not to be one of those girls- you know the one that can't breath unless their boyfriend tells them to and is holding their hand while they breath in and breath out. Ok so I am not that extreme but I do miss him, a lot! I got used to eating lunch with him and watching TV with him and being completely silly and rediculous and having him look at me like I am his whole world or when I tell him I am his whole world he jokingly runs around me in circles saying that his world revolves around me. I talked to Julia about him tonight and she told me all about what it was like when she started dating her husbend Blair. It was very cute to see this 36 year old woman with two kids gush about her husbend. So 13 days and I get to hug him- I can handle that!
Nothing like Grandmas meatloaf. Ok I am weird and love meatloaf. I cannot help it, its so tasty. So my Grandma is in town for Christmas again- which I am thrilled about. I love getting to talk to her and hear stories about her mother and father or about her life as a child. I don't know if I will every be able to recal this information or use it but its fun to hear her tell stories. This time I can tell that her body is weaker and things are harder for her. I have to help her a lot more and pay more attention to make sure she doesn't get tierd. I just pray to God that nothing bad goes down while I am looking after her- because I honestly dont know what I would do or who I would react.
It feels more like the 4th of July than Christmas. Ok 80's for Christmas really ruin the whole yule tide thing. But I wont complain because that means exams are over and Christmas is on its way! Yummy food. Presents. Carols. Family. Baby Jesus! God Bless!