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Where to fucking start.
Lich King's dead, so it's clean-up duty time. Beating shit up for people that pay. Bec seems to be doing good, I'm fucking nervous as shit, she's finding us a place to li
The last time I lived with a woman the whole thing ended but this - I don't wanna say "she's the one" and fucking screw myself but I think since she's, y'know, keeping the baby and not trying to kill me it's safe. Bec's the one. If something happens - that's it, no more.
Ash ... is still crazy about me but I just can't do it, I can't, she's my daughter. I'm still dedicating my kills to the Loas months after - and then she tells me she's had to run away from me and she's still gonna try to avoid me isn't she? Fucking - why can't she talk to me. Sometimes you can't get what you want. Sometimes nothing that you try will make it happen. She's got that Dybo kid, right? Where the fuck has he been anyway? Might have to hunt him down myself.
And then I've got Tojoda worked up 'cause I had to say something. If his mom will talk to me and forgive me, though, maybe I'll have a chance? I don't know. I can hope, and try and see what shit goes down, I guess. But, fuck, if it's not one thing it's something else
I wasn't a good man back then. I was a shitty man, but I've grown and (fucking Loa forbid) changed, but I'm shit at going to these kids and being like, "Hey, I'm your daddy, I wanna make it up to you for fuckin' up". Some of them take it good, like Tal and Juni and Mekt. Some of them don't, like Ash or Tojo or well, fuck, I ain't said anything to the twins yet.
So I gotta talk to her.
Oh, fuck me.
Lich King's dead, so it's clean-up duty time. Beating shit up for people that pay. Bec seems to be doing good, I'm fucking nervous as shit, she's finding us a place to li
The last time I lived with a woman the whole thing ended but this - I don't wanna say "she's the one" and fucking screw myself but I think since she's, y'know, keeping the baby and not trying to kill me it's safe. Bec's the one. If something happens - that's it, no more.
Ash ... is still crazy about me but I just can't do it, I can't, she's my daughter. I'm still dedicating my kills to the Loas months after - and then she tells me she's had to run away from me and she's still gonna try to avoid me isn't she? Fucking - why can't she talk to me. Sometimes you can't get what you want. Sometimes nothing that you try will make it happen. She's got that Dybo kid, right? Where the fuck has he been anyway? Might have to hunt him down myself.
And then I've got Tojoda worked up 'cause I had to say something. If his mom will talk to me and forgive me, though, maybe I'll have a chance? I don't know. I can hope, and try and see what shit goes down, I guess. But, fuck, if it's not one thing it's something else
I wasn't a good man back then. I was a shitty man, but I've grown and (fucking Loa forbid) changed, but I'm shit at going to these kids and being like, "Hey, I'm your daddy, I wanna make it up to you for fuckin' up". Some of them take it good, like Tal and Juni and Mekt. Some of them don't, like Ash or Tojo or well, fuck, I ain't said anything to the twins yet.
So I gotta talk to her.
Oh, fuck me.