May 02, 2009 18:43
I've got a couple nights to catch up on.
Ash snuck up on me while I was in Orgrimmar, fishin', and she brought me some cake. It was all real nice, her hangin' out with me, though she's really damn affectionate. Said that me blowin' smoke outta my nose - from my pipe - was "hot". That rubbed me the wrong way a bit. Something about all that, I dunno.
Ever since that death knight showed up on the roof by my house, I haven't been able to spend much time there - too bothered by it, keep thinking, "Well shit, what if it comes back?", shit like that, 'cause ... Loas. I don't wanna wake up with a fuckin' Death Knight lookin' over me or something.
... So I might be moving in with Ash, to her place in the Hinterlands.
It's quiet out there. Plenty to hunt, but otherwise nice and quiet. She doesn't take any of her boys out that way so I won't have to worry about walking in on her and say, Dybo or something, which is damned good.
(( Inkdrops. ))
I regret the fact that I didn't get to see her grow up.
I feel that way with most of my kids. If I could go back, I'd take 'em and have been a real dad, but I can't go back and just have to deal. Ash especially, something about her ...
I promised I wouldn't leave again. Maybe it's not too late - maybe I can look after her, maybe I can be a dad to just one that'll let me.
I love that girl and I'm going to make it all right. I swear.
... Stopped by the cookout last night. Wasn't gonna go, have too much on my mind. Cracked some jokes, some elf girl I ain't ever seen kept makin' eyes at me, 'mensch was bein' dumb, that sort.
Jeria let me have a drink. I've been nursin' it off and on since last night, the bottle. Still got a lot left.
I keep gettin' told to head to Icecrown.
I don't wanna go.
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