If looks could kill, you would be a murderer...maybe just a whore
UGH today was so long
woke up at 5 for my 4 mile run...yea ran maybe 2...then lifted for an hour...when i should have for 2...worked with my first client at xtreme,
then drove to hall to work at lifetime, and then to the other lifetime in troy, and BACK to xtreme...all of this before 2...I am exhausted.
But at the same time i am helping people achieve there goals while i work towards mine soooooooo yea.
Last night...wierd night..does she wanna try something with me..does she not??? ah women...maybe i should just stick to working out, it's always simpler and totally not confusing at all.
Like i dunno if its me, if i try too hard, or if i just put myself out there...i'm a good guy, and quite frankly a rare catch in this world...i'm not like most guys and honestly yea, i think i am better than a lot of the guys in the world just because of how i carry myself. I could care less about getting in someones pants..really...i just want a nice girl...who appreciates me, and who is straight up with me...all the time...because the last maybe 3 years...i havent had that...so i may just continue to put myself out there and wear my heart on my sleeve...
whatever...i am rambling now...
I am tired and still have to cook dinner for my family...
Till better days,
mattie
woke up at 5 for my 4 mile run...yea ran maybe 2...then lifted for an hour...when i should have for 2...worked with my first client at xtreme,
then drove to hall to work at lifetime, and then to the other lifetime in troy, and BACK to xtreme...all of this before 2...I am exhausted.
But at the same time i am helping people achieve there goals while i work towards mine soooooooo yea.
Last night...wierd night..does she wanna try something with me..does she not??? ah women...maybe i should just stick to working out, it's always simpler and totally not confusing at all.
Like i dunno if its me, if i try too hard, or if i just put myself out there...i'm a good guy, and quite frankly a rare catch in this world...i'm not like most guys and honestly yea, i think i am better than a lot of the guys in the world just because of how i carry myself. I could care less about getting in someones pants..really...i just want a nice girl...who appreciates me, and who is straight up with me...all the time...because the last maybe 3 years...i havent had that...so i may just continue to put myself out there and wear my heart on my sleeve...
whatever...i am rambling now...
I am tired and still have to cook dinner for my family...
Till better days,
mattie