Dec 10, 2006 13:27
Lately i have been giving my life an extra bit of attention. Too long did i walk around and pay little attention to the complex feelings i have inside. The fact that sometimes its ok to feel lost, and scared, and broken. It's human nature to slip up and make mistakes. And the people who feel otherwise...well they aren't going to go very far. Guys shouldn't be mocked for their tears. In this world of macho bullshit, it just seems like guys who cry are looked down on. Well i cry, and honestly, i could care less...it doesnt make me less of a man...if anything it makes me more human. Some say opening up to others in times of need is a weakness, i'd say it is pretty weak if you can't ask for help, because without help...everyone sooner or later is going to fail. I've gone through too many things alone, horrible things that many people my age never experience, so honestly right now..i amg oing to take all the help i can get! In hte past months i have honestly changed for the better, and i am not looking back. I am probably one of the strongest human beings in the world because of the realizations i have had. And no amount of crying, asking for help, or mistakes will ever change that.