Nov 15, 2006 23:40
So i really thought things were starting to fall into place...and i just dunno anymore.
Its like something just stripped me of the sheer will to do things.
I can work out again..i haven't...
I haven't been doing well with my diet
I think what i really miss is hockey. When i am out there its just me, doing what i love, everytime i watch hockey...or hockey related things...i really get depressed. Because honestly i coulf have trained and worked out to play this year, but i didnt...i focused on a lot of trivial things, and really...it hurt me in more ways then one. I dont think a lot of people understand what i am getting at here...but i dunno everything is so simple when ur playing hockey...i hope mikey d doesnt low ball me on his pads...cuz then i can get back between the pipes and maybe extend my career just a little bit longer...at least i hope i can.
I dunno...i need some sort of kick in the ass...or else i dont think ima do much of anything anymore.