so yea...girls are lame
Lifes been wierd lately...i hate being so fickled
I'm pretty pathetic lately if you ask me
All i do is work out now. It's a good way for me to vent about a lot of stuff, and i have been very frustrated and angry lately...so its been quite theraputic. Plus i am making progress very quickly...god i love supplementing.
I dunno about girls anymore...i think they should all take a long walk off a short dock for the time being. It seems all i do is get jerked around, and wind up more fucked up than i was when i started.
I got 1 who i have let go repeatedly..and yet she writes an LJ that completely turns my whole world upside down because i think...well maybe she really does miss me. But if she really did...why wouldn't she tlak to me or call me..or just tell me...Cuz i mean come on...ya knew i was gonna read it and you know how my mind works better than anyone...so how innocent were your intentions..honestly?
I got another who I actualyl like and is the reason i got over my last relationship finally...yet she never amkes any time for me...never returns any of my phone calls...is too busy to even see me for 15 minutes...yet wants all these expensive things from me, and tells me how much her momw ants her to go to northwood so she could be with me, and all this really nice stuff...
I can honestly sit here and talk about my relationship issues..and how completely screwed up i am when it comes to girls...but i'm done whining...i'm done being everyones security blanket...From now on all i am going to do is lift weights and not talk to anyone...because that way...my emotions won't be so messed up...and i wont still be in love with anyone...i won't want to take anyone out to fancy restaurants...and i wont have to deal with stupid drama that is a total bullshit waste of my time. And if that seems selfish...maybe everyone else should take a look at how they treat me...and maybe they will realize why i am the way i am...and if thats selfish...then i guess thats what i am!
I'm doen..do whatever the fuck you all want...because i'm out.
I'm pretty pathetic lately if you ask me
All i do is work out now. It's a good way for me to vent about a lot of stuff, and i have been very frustrated and angry lately...so its been quite theraputic. Plus i am making progress very quickly...god i love supplementing.
I dunno about girls anymore...i think they should all take a long walk off a short dock for the time being. It seems all i do is get jerked around, and wind up more fucked up than i was when i started.
I got 1 who i have let go repeatedly..and yet she writes an LJ that completely turns my whole world upside down because i think...well maybe she really does miss me. But if she really did...why wouldn't she tlak to me or call me..or just tell me...Cuz i mean come on...ya knew i was gonna read it and you know how my mind works better than anyone...so how innocent were your intentions..honestly?
I got another who I actualyl like and is the reason i got over my last relationship finally...yet she never amkes any time for me...never returns any of my phone calls...is too busy to even see me for 15 minutes...yet wants all these expensive things from me, and tells me how much her momw ants her to go to northwood so she could be with me, and all this really nice stuff...
I can honestly sit here and talk about my relationship issues..and how completely screwed up i am when it comes to girls...but i'm done whining...i'm done being everyones security blanket...From now on all i am going to do is lift weights and not talk to anyone...because that way...my emotions won't be so messed up...and i wont still be in love with anyone...i won't want to take anyone out to fancy restaurants...and i wont have to deal with stupid drama that is a total bullshit waste of my time. And if that seems selfish...maybe everyone else should take a look at how they treat me...and maybe they will realize why i am the way i am...and if thats selfish...then i guess thats what i am!
I'm doen..do whatever the fuck you all want...because i'm out.