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HADOUKEN! = love.
I'm finally out of that bright eyes phase...for awhile I didn't listen to anything else.
I felt like I could always find answers in his lyrics and somehow I always managed to.
but anyway, I need to be happy right now, I need to stop worrying nonstop.
I felt like today was special :)
but you know what makes me sad?
that I'm slowly realizing the fault was in me.
I went past that place we always used to go to, and my carved name next to yours.
I thought we'd be forever.
eveything comes to an ending, I'm slowly knowing.
and you just stuck by me alittle longer, for my sake.
because you are kind hearted, I just wished you stayed alittle while longer...maybe til the day we died.
I miss hugging you, I know that sounds lame.
but I felt like we were perfect puzzle pieces, you're body next to mine.
I don't know if this means I still love you, but I just feel alittle imcomplete.
I want to get rid of this hope I have.
maybe, maybe, maybe.
you'll be behind that door, waiting for me.
maybe I like feeling this way, that's why I still call out your name.
and stare at those pictures on my wall.
everything is okay, see.
we're smiling happily.
I would pick up the phone, but I know the outcome.
I should be able to wish for your happiness, but I just cant.
if it's not with me, it shouldnt be.
I go back to sleep,
wishing I'd see you in my sleep.
to pick up where we left up on, to be together for eternity.
smiling....laughing.
I'm finally out of that bright eyes phase...for awhile I didn't listen to anything else.
I felt like I could always find answers in his lyrics and somehow I always managed to.
but anyway, I need to be happy right now, I need to stop worrying nonstop.
I felt like today was special :)
but you know what makes me sad?
that I'm slowly realizing the fault was in me.
I went past that place we always used to go to, and my carved name next to yours.
I thought we'd be forever.
eveything comes to an ending, I'm slowly knowing.
and you just stuck by me alittle longer, for my sake.
because you are kind hearted, I just wished you stayed alittle while longer...maybe til the day we died.
I miss hugging you, I know that sounds lame.
but I felt like we were perfect puzzle pieces, you're body next to mine.
I don't know if this means I still love you, but I just feel alittle imcomplete.
I want to get rid of this hope I have.
maybe, maybe, maybe.
you'll be behind that door, waiting for me.
maybe I like feeling this way, that's why I still call out your name.
and stare at those pictures on my wall.
everything is okay, see.
we're smiling happily.
I would pick up the phone, but I know the outcome.
I should be able to wish for your happiness, but I just cant.
if it's not with me, it shouldnt be.
I go back to sleep,
wishing I'd see you in my sleep.
to pick up where we left up on, to be together for eternity.
smiling....laughing.