Sep 14, 2006 14:53
...not working. Bryant Park was game over for me today. Fuck fashion...it's raining. Geez, it's difficult being such an indemand socialite...haha...riiiiight.
Floriduh was a blast! I began the weekend by clearing the table with the boy and putting an end to the shenanigans for good. It's time for me to demand what I deserve, and that is respect, mother fuckers! Because I rule! hahaha
[I'm listening to some women rock kinda music, so if I sound powerful, it's only because I am]
Made a few great new friends, had some awesome heart-to-hearts...I feel good. Real good. I find that when I follow my heart is when I'm happiest, so I'm going to keep on with the keepin' on. And I must admit that my intuitions are SOOOO fucking right on, and whilst I've said this a million times...I will NEVER doubt my intuitions ever again. No matter what outside source decides to manipulate the situation and make me believe I am wrong, I am always right.
O'Doyle rules! :)
Came home to New York for fashion week and all it's splendor...I was born to live in New York. Really. There is no other place in the entire world that makes me feel as alive as this city does. It feels NATURAL. Everything. I was thinking about it yesterday, and I find it hard to believe I've only lived here 2 years. THAT'S IT?! It feels like forever. I feel like I've known my roomie forever. And I'm finally so comfortable that I don't feel the nagging desire to move, like I usually do. All my life I've always felt like "where do I go next"? Here I feel like...home. [if only the beaches were better and I had a car, but perfect is a state-of-mind, not a reality...]
My friend Anton had his 31st birthday bash at B Bar and Paris Hilton was in attendance...yeah. It was an interesting night. I didn't get shitfaced this time, but I absorbed the evening and it felt good. I'm happy to be home. I had the opportunity to actually sit down and talk to Lizzie's best bud [ironically from Clearwater!!!!] whom everyone is trying to hook me up with...and he's actually pretty f'n cool. We're going to hang out this weekend.
For right now...I'm just living. Can't WAIT for Fall!