myself

[matinee_idol]

to know myself
like I am just learning
rediscovering mistakes in past what-nots
a child who fought to gain
an adult fighting to sustain
deeper meanings
historically speaking through pained shadows of doubts
a newly formed state of conciousness
grounding within my own insanities
causing panic to keep you
and to know you
before it all slips away
hoping you would accept
to know myself