Hm
ok well I feel much better thanks to everyones comments and stuff and I talked to Joel about it and he assured me that he wasnt like that I believe him. I havent talked to him in like 2 days but I dont really expect to hear from him on the weekends anyway so I dont get that worried or pissed off. School starts in 22 days I cant wait...my dad got me a job being a secretary for Aranark for like 7 an hour which is fine with me...considering I sleep through most of it...hehe...it starts like this week and ends the week before school...which should make this month go alot faster....thank god!!!