Nahh
Im not going camping anymore...my mom doesnt think its safe...whatever, Im going to go when I visit Joel. I told him that we should do it and have like a romantic getaway and seperate him from his friends for a while so I can have his full attention well some of it...I think they have electricity...but hey we have nothing but time just be ALONE so I dont mind. I hope we're allowed to...I hate having to sneak around and stuff. Im going on the 10th its going to cost 60 but eh..its the most convenient time for me. The only thing is that my mom made me feel really guilty about being a burden on Joels parents. I sent him a message asking if I should come at all...hes not home yet though. I told him about the fact that I didnt like how little we talk...so he started to make an effort:)I told him that I think that I bore him and worry that hes losing interest...he of course said that wasnt true and that he was thinking about me all day at work :)I acted like I didnt believe him...but it made me all giddy and red...dead give away