Crazy
Nervous breakdowns are no fun...I find myself needing to be reassured everyday by a certain someone in order to be content with my looks. My brother says that Im being greedy...I say that Ive been made fun of all my life and need extra positive attention to balance myself out otherwise I get worse. I dont see what people see most of the time...I just take their word for it cuz my image of myself is too distorted to be trusted. I dont think that its normal to freak out when you feel full...but I still do it. I dont think that throwing up is wise but I try it anyway (havent been successful yet)...something isnt right if you feel like you have to do it...
I need to go back to school...where I feel safe and comfortable in my own skin at least most of the time
I need to go back to school...where I feel safe and comfortable in my own skin at least most of the time