Me & Myself..
i really need to rant about how misrable my life is again...i just need to.. i'm so depressed to the point that i had an urge to scream but I CANT .. i can't say how much i hate not having control over my stupid useless life... i hate it.. i feel so restless lately.. but i have to do my best not to show that.. i'm tired of pretending that i'm not bothered at all.. will to tell the truth i don't think pretending will work for me anymore i know i'm really exposed to everyone .. anyone can see how lifeless i am.. my *loving* family isen't making it any easier for me too..
gosh.. sometimes i'm desperate enough to wish that i had the power to vanish into thin air..or at least be someone else.. dammit .. i dan't want to deal with this life anymore.. it's useless anyway .. i want this life to end .. now.. why am i so weak and helpless? whats the point from living...
gosh.. sometimes i'm desperate enough to wish that i had the power to vanish into thin air..or at least be someone else.. dammit .. i dan't want to deal with this life anymore.. it's useless anyway .. i want this life to end .. now.. why am i so weak and helpless? whats the point from living...