Aug 06, 2008 11:19
yesterday when i went to the dentist i nearly burst out laughing in the waiting room ! there was that girl who keeps looking at me and giving me this wierd looks and then she smiled at me !! LOL i know if i stayed a little longer she would probably come to sit in the empty seat next to me and ask for my number!!
i'm not a lesbo !! but i know i can be a chick magnet!! LOL ever since my time in high school i knew i had some *admirers!* and i used that very well by taking advanteg of them like my own *bitches!!* i even let them buy lunch for me and they will *happily* carry my things around!!
there was this one girl , who is really really pretty (i'm saying this because i dont know what exactly she saw in me!!??) but she abviously was in love with me -yes thats the only reason she will do all this - and even though i dident love my high school days that much i used to skip lots of days .. and when ever i show up the next day my class mates always tell me that this girl came to ask about me, and she will crash inside my classroom as soon as she heard the bell rings ,, and some girls told me they saw her waiting several times by the door of my classroom ... and she intentionally took bathroom breaks to walk near my classroom ?! that was weird but i never gave her extra attention mybe that was the cause of her madness X\
i remembered ..her friends hated me so much !! they always glare at me !!
i'm glad i graduated from that shi**y hole , i DID cut all ties with these girls .. they kept calling and text masseging me but i dident answer any of them .. i feel evil for not feeling alittle sorry for them !! i really dont care about them at all ! they will grow up and fall in love with Guys like god intended them to be! they dont need to love someone like me!
i just don't know what exactly - attract- these girls around me.. i never said or do anything or even wear something to let them think i'm -well- that way !
i'm STRIGHT and i only like guys! but i don't know why!???
mybe its because i was older than many girls in high school? or mybe it was my enviroment?( i live with 3 brothers !) but something really weird about me that attract girls and oh boy i hope i wont deal with this again in collage \*o*/