Sad and willing
I have a writer's block for my blog. I have plenty of ideas but no strenght to write them....Maybe if I try to write here a bit everyday I will get my mojo back. Or maybe it's the research I am doing and seeing people saying what I want to say in such beautiful ways. I need to gain confidence in my blogging skills. I was good at writing essays, very good. Why shouldn't I be good at blogging too?
What have got to say? My workmates irritate me. There are levels of stupidity untouched.before. On monday night I heard this sentence: Hitler was better than Jesus Christ because he was killing" and he wasn't talking about rapists or paedophiles, but of jews or gay people. It left me so despondent and furious taht I spent yesterday in a funk. A couple of more things helped me going deep in the funk, but today it's better becuase I went out and I had a good chat.
Anyway idiocy makes me happy to stay at home. But to stay at home too long saddens me. What I have to do is to find the strenght of doing things when I am home, and not spend all my time in front of the PC. I would be happier in a cleaner house, or writing my blog or even going out for a walk. That would be a first.
What have got to say? My workmates irritate me. There are levels of stupidity untouched.before. On monday night I heard this sentence: Hitler was better than Jesus Christ because he was killing" and he wasn't talking about rapists or paedophiles, but of jews or gay people. It left me so despondent and furious taht I spent yesterday in a funk. A couple of more things helped me going deep in the funk, but today it's better becuase I went out and I had a good chat.
Anyway idiocy makes me happy to stay at home. But to stay at home too long saddens me. What I have to do is to find the strenght of doing things when I am home, and not spend all my time in front of the PC. I would be happier in a cleaner house, or writing my blog or even going out for a walk. That would be a first.