Bird of Hermes
There was a time when I thought I was patient. I wonder what happened to that time. I can't sit down and just think anymore, I have to keep moving almost as if my life depended on it. But in a rather clever way, I guess I just fooled my body into thinking it was doing something while in reality I'm actually just sitting down and thinking. ( Oh stupid body, when will you ever learn) I haven't really written in hear in a long time. Alex has left coral springs to go to the University of Central Florida for her education in teaching. It almost sounds contradictory when I read it over. Maybe thats why I'm so restless. She's not here and I'm left trying to fill the void that her presence left. Based on how hyper I am I surmise .........that she was a huge part of my life. I mean damn! I had trouble playing video games today because I was so damn hyper. Friends I had from long ago seem to be changing into different people. Friends I made recently seem to be growing distant. I miss high school to a certain degree. I miss Jeters powerpoints, sitting next to Andy in Mr. Sanders math class, and a bunch of other things I never thought I would miss once they were gone. There's just so much space to fill. Maybe once I start school again I'll calm down. I just wish I could be going through school with Alex. It would make my day so much brighter, you know?
or maybe I should just go see her
or maybe I should just go see her