Linden Hell letter 2

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This is the letter that we were suppose to write to ourselves in the future.

Missy,

Wow I cant believe its been 3 months since you've left treatment. Recovery's hard but it's worth it. Keep in mind the following truths.

you're smart
you're funny
you're talented
you're a great teacher
you're a great instructor
people have loved you at every weight
Life is better without ED
Priority's in life will be neglected if you dont keep fighting ED
Afton loves you and needs you

In the last 3 months I want to
1 - still be following my meal plan
2 - restore my relationship with God
3 - stay in touch with Renee and Joanna
4 - have consistent contact with Afton
5 - See my psychiatrist
6 -   "      "    therapist
7 -   "      "    dietician
8 - Always be open with my dad on where I'm at and be accountable

Please continue to fight hard.  Don't prove Al right.  Show him and family that maybe that affected you ut not anymore.  You're in control of your choices now.  You're way worth it.  You have purpose in teaching math, teaching TKD and a lot of peoples lives.  You're worth it for yourself.  You're a fighter. Fight hard.  Do the next right thing

I may not believe all that shit now but maybe one day.