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tonight was the funnest night ive had in a long time.
just because i laughed so much more than i have in much too long.
i felt like such shit after work because i drove over to phils and nobody was there. not even luke. and so im standing downstairs and im knocking on all the doors and there are lights on but either i was being ignored or nobody really was around. so i walked around in their house for a while cause im an asshole and then drove up the hill to talk to my mom again about the phone and yet again we get in this fight because...well really its because im trying to be more independent and she hates that. because then she sees that she isnt as needed as she used to be and that kills her. so i told her that im willing to pay the phone bill out of my paycheck and keep working even when im at school. and so she says that there is no way that ill be able to keep a job when im in PA and i slipped and told her that i wasnt planning on coming back to vermont anymore in between semesters.
so she gets mad and tries to talk to me about it.
and tries to take my keys.
and im telling her that ill walk to town if i have to.
so she tells me to go right ahead.
but when she turns her back to storm inside...
i started the car and drove away anyway
because fuck walking
if i have wheelies.
so i drove out to number ten again and sat there for a while until it got really dark and it was so nice because when the cars would go down the road on the other side of the pond it would light up the fog. well it was pretty until i heard this rally loud moan in the bushes and then a dragging noise.
which scared the turd out of me.
so i left duper fast. and then ashley calls my phone
and tells me shes driving behind me
which i didnt notice
but she follows me back to town and while we're walking i see my cousin and my uncle at the movies.
who i havent seen in foreverererer.
and we see ashleys mama
and anthony...who must think i hate him at this point because everytime he drives by i make these horrible faces and duck down
but i dont hate him
i just dont want to see him as often as i do. thats all
but ashley and i had a motion city dance party in my car. like woah.
beyond any dance party ever.
except we tired ourselves out too fast and had to part ways.
but as boring as it may sound to the casual reader. it was a good night.
i am going to NY on october 1st to visit mon amis. or something.
hopefully it will remind me not to miss school because i keep getting depressed when i think of certain things...or people. back there. one in particular person who i wont name.
but its just autumn and that was around the time he and i started hanging out so thats all it is.
i can get over it.
pompous bastard.
ashley! please come to the show tomorrow. or else ill have to bring erik. circaxsurvive erik. and lets not resort to making me look lame.
just because i laughed so much more than i have in much too long.
i felt like such shit after work because i drove over to phils and nobody was there. not even luke. and so im standing downstairs and im knocking on all the doors and there are lights on but either i was being ignored or nobody really was around. so i walked around in their house for a while cause im an asshole and then drove up the hill to talk to my mom again about the phone and yet again we get in this fight because...well really its because im trying to be more independent and she hates that. because then she sees that she isnt as needed as she used to be and that kills her. so i told her that im willing to pay the phone bill out of my paycheck and keep working even when im at school. and so she says that there is no way that ill be able to keep a job when im in PA and i slipped and told her that i wasnt planning on coming back to vermont anymore in between semesters.
so she gets mad and tries to talk to me about it.
and tries to take my keys.
and im telling her that ill walk to town if i have to.
so she tells me to go right ahead.
but when she turns her back to storm inside...
i started the car and drove away anyway
because fuck walking
if i have wheelies.
so i drove out to number ten again and sat there for a while until it got really dark and it was so nice because when the cars would go down the road on the other side of the pond it would light up the fog. well it was pretty until i heard this rally loud moan in the bushes and then a dragging noise.
which scared the turd out of me.
so i left duper fast. and then ashley calls my phone
and tells me shes driving behind me
which i didnt notice
but she follows me back to town and while we're walking i see my cousin and my uncle at the movies.
who i havent seen in foreverererer.
and we see ashleys mama
and anthony...who must think i hate him at this point because everytime he drives by i make these horrible faces and duck down
but i dont hate him
i just dont want to see him as often as i do. thats all
but ashley and i had a motion city dance party in my car. like woah.
beyond any dance party ever.
except we tired ourselves out too fast and had to part ways.
but as boring as it may sound to the casual reader. it was a good night.
i am going to NY on october 1st to visit mon amis. or something.
hopefully it will remind me not to miss school because i keep getting depressed when i think of certain things...or people. back there. one in particular person who i wont name.
but its just autumn and that was around the time he and i started hanging out so thats all it is.
i can get over it.
pompous bastard.
ashley! please come to the show tomorrow. or else ill have to bring erik. circaxsurvive erik. and lets not resort to making me look lame.