Aug 23, 2005 21:45
holy craptastic! im so excited for that show mox.
it will be so good. beyond good. orgasmic even. with a hint of oregano.
october 26th. so far away.
but bella capelli. thursday. 11:30.
nobody ive talked to knows if they are any good there so heres hoping.
when i called the i asked what times they had open and she said
'lunch-ish time...later in the afternoon and uh...i dunno. what are you looking for.'
that makes me worry a tad.
im going to scout out the scene tomorrow i think.
elm st.
7:00.
ill be there.
ill be square.
lets talk plans tomorrow though.
but i have to say one more thing and then no more updates today.
i hate the word 'fag' and i hate that he insulted my friends by saying that. i didnt have a hugetastic problem before with how he was acting but the fact that he insults my friends and never stops to look at his own is starting to wear on me.
if you think chris is such a good friend maybe you should ask him about why he and i arent friends anymore. cause im really sick of being the jerk. and im sure he will think of some great lie but atleast i put it out there. i just hate the fact that he told me im being a bad friend and he is looking out for you when he isnt a good friend at all by some standards. i thought he was a good person but i dont owe him anything and i wont lie for him anymore. im sorry. sort of.
but really. i have no patience for how youve talked about my friends. you didnt know cassidy and you insulted him. you didnt know erik and you kept slipping in little comments that really made me upset. and how you were so rude about matt. the only friends you are ok with are the ones that are female and it has just gotten to the point where i feel like i have to break up with you when we arent even dating. i dont like being told who to talk to or who is a good influence. i will find these things out for myself. thank you for caring. i guess. but there is a line where caring becomes overbearing and rude.
im sorry but i have to take their side against yours.
you never gave them a chance.
and they gave you the benefit of the doubt.
and im sorry that im coming off as a bitch.
but its really not fair and youre mad at me.
i shouldnt have even read your little blog. or whatever.
but i guess im glad i did.
because i see who you really are.
and what you really think of me.
I'm outta time, I'm outta fuckin time
I'm a gasoline gut with a vaseline mind but
Wanna disco? Wanna see me disco?
Let me hear you depoliticize my rhyme
One, two, three, four
You got what you been asking for
Youre so policy free and youre fantasy wheels and everything you think
And everything you feel is alright