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According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...
First dates are the worst. Wait. Scratch that. BAD first dates are the worst. Maybe that one yesterday wouldn't have been sooo terrible (leaving the room to smoke pot....taboo, perhaps?) if I didn't have an awesome First Date to compare it to. Maybe if this was pre-September 11, 2004, I would have just brushed it off. But now....impossible.
It's been almost 6 months since November. You'd think I'd be feeling better, if not already over it. No such thing. It's getting worse. And it scares me. Waking up with the knowledge that I let Him get away isn't a comforting thought. And knowing there is absolutley nothing I can do about it is even worse.