Mar 21, 2005 19:10
I love him like a fat kid loves cake.
My Squishy called me up last night...."Drive to Albuquerque!" um no. lol. For him, I would, but unfortunately I don't have the time. Uggh. I miss him. He was being so sweet last night, telling me that he really truly was in love with me. And he told me all the reasons why he fell in love with me. *sigh* I wish we hadn't met when we did. If he were to live in San Diego now, I know things would work out. It would be perfect. uggh. I think I'll always have a little thing for him. First loves never really go away, right? Talking with him made me realize how I've been wasting my time with all the guys I've been seeing lately. Whatever. It's not even worth it.