Stupid, stupid.
How the FUCK do I get myself into these situations???
Someone can tell me something point fucking blank to my face and I'll smile and nod and not a word of it will sink in, honest to God. I am such a fucking dumbshit when it comes to crap like this. uggh.
On a sidenote, Nina totally pissed me off Saturday night. She called someone Ben on accident. Cute.
Anyways.
To kick me while I'm down a little guess what time of the year it is? Valentine's Day. FUCK VALENTINE'S DAY. How long have I been here? 20 years? I've had exactly one good valentine's day. One. That's total crap.
It's no fun to find out stuff you were better off not knowing. Or maybe I'm better off now. Who knows. I just always delude myself so fucking much that when the blatantly obvious truth comes out, it's always a slap in the face to me, and everyone else is like, duh Sara. Get a fucking clue.
And NOW, I have to get up extra fricking early tomorrow because I have a 7:45 hair appointment. At least I'll be able to wear my hair down without looking like a total cheap ass.
Someone can tell me something point fucking blank to my face and I'll smile and nod and not a word of it will sink in, honest to God. I am such a fucking dumbshit when it comes to crap like this. uggh.
On a sidenote, Nina totally pissed me off Saturday night. She called someone Ben on accident. Cute.
Anyways.
To kick me while I'm down a little guess what time of the year it is? Valentine's Day. FUCK VALENTINE'S DAY. How long have I been here? 20 years? I've had exactly one good valentine's day. One. That's total crap.
It's no fun to find out stuff you were better off not knowing. Or maybe I'm better off now. Who knows. I just always delude myself so fucking much that when the blatantly obvious truth comes out, it's always a slap in the face to me, and everyone else is like, duh Sara. Get a fucking clue.
And NOW, I have to get up extra fricking early tomorrow because I have a 7:45 hair appointment. At least I'll be able to wear my hair down without looking like a total cheap ass.