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i love our impossible romance and how we dont care & our inablilty to sleep soundly and dream with ease, & our 1:18 am drives to hollywood in anticipation of discovering the hollywood sign but end up getting lost which ironically is so much better. & how you get nervous when my parents are around and get mad when i call you little & how you'll look @ me at my worst and whisper "god youre beautiful" (just because of a simple hair clip), and how you got angry when i had no idea of your infatuation with me (but who cares you succeeded right?) & and your stupid faces that never fail to make me giggle & our spa nights being covered in ash from the fires & how you make fun of my growling stomach and snoring (which i dont do). & how you push me to succeed and make me go to college & your ridiculous morning routine & our 1 am thanksgiving dinner @ jack in the box (i wouldnt have it anyother way baby) & your screenplays and oddly enough there is a 16yr old catherine in them. & how you get angry cos your bathroom is completely covered in tampons and bobbypins & how i told you i loved you and you said thank you & how you talk to me as if im gonna be around for years to come & how you kiss my forhead look me in the eyes and hold me so tight i can hardly breathe & how you saved our nightly conversations via AOL and remembered "the best parts". & our fights & getting emotional & making up & 2:23 am phonecalls from a drunken you repeatedly mumbling "god damnit catie". & i love how we happened and everything you did to get me to notice you & how i was totally absent-minded and had no idea. & how i'd slip you notes and you saved each and everyone of them. and how i AM going to miami someday and how you ARE meeting my grizzly bear dad and oversized brother one day. and how my mom totally loves you and hardly knows you (cos i speak so highly of you, duh). and our queer-eye obsession & pale blue eyes on repeat as we drift off and you tell me how miserable ud be with out me and how i smile, sigh & whisper ditto. <33