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So i don't know where the time went.
and it scares me... because of my upcoming job (HCA)
and it scares me because of joey... i like him so much.
i like him so much and i'm scared to like him that much, and know that i am going to get hurt.
and i woke up this morning a little angry about if, and everything... just how i sort of feel like i am getting the short end of the stick.
so i went into this well maybe if i avoid it, it won't hurt.
my shrink said that it's understandable to want to avoid hurt especially after what happened with my dad... especially when time is a factor.
i'm conflicted, and a little angry...
and it scares me... because of my upcoming job (HCA)
and it scares me because of joey... i like him so much.
i like him so much and i'm scared to like him that much, and know that i am going to get hurt.
and i woke up this morning a little angry about if, and everything... just how i sort of feel like i am getting the short end of the stick.
so i went into this well maybe if i avoid it, it won't hurt.
my shrink said that it's understandable to want to avoid hurt especially after what happened with my dad... especially when time is a factor.
i'm conflicted, and a little angry...