Dec 02, 2004 15:34
I was driving down Nevada at like 9 this morning... and this is seriously my favorite time of year.... when you can see your breath in your car, but the sun is really bright, and the trees covering the street create a bunch of flickering shadows on all the cars.......
i love that so much dude.
but you know what isn't such a beautiful part of life?
everything else going on currently other than the time of year.
money is the root of all evil, and i bet if you really study every suicide, money has a big part of each. maybe not, but it's understandable in the least.
and alex, you fucker, it's not that i DONT want a god damn boyfriend. I would love one, really, im the best girlfriend there is and i love proving it time and time again... however... i want my next relationship to be long lasting and worthwhile. its alright if it ends in heartbreak, as long as it had a good run. and i cant have a good run right now. you say i could make time... but i don't want to have to fail an more college classes than i am already doing. im going to start having to cut back on just chilling in general, i can't add something that is extremely time consuming.
i don't want to hurt anyone, and thats what would happen. believe me, alex, it IS a possibility, and also quite probable as well.
anyway, i owe my sister 300$, i should probably go withdrawal it before the bizzank closes. i also want to go to pikes perk or the mate' or something.....
o mutha fuckin yes..... the mate' it is.....