i'll run you over with my ugly car, and kick you with my boy shoes.

[matador_mantra]

i'm still sad about things. i want to completely own my life. but i've given peices away, i want them back. apparently not truly. i keep showing signs of dishing it out again. i hate being a needy 18 year old girl. i wanted to be different. i wanted to not want or need anyone. i wanted to be strong. i wanted to be the fun one. i wanted to be the

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[i_miss_them]

kate

yeah...?

[matador_mantra]

Tone dawg.

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[i_miss_them]

i love you kate....i'm really sorry

thank you...

[matador_mantra]

love you too tony. dont be sorry. it's mostly my own goddamn fault i get sad about pointless shit. it's a cycle really, a very annoying one. where i get sad, then pissed im sad, then mad, then upset, and sad again. blah.

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[i_miss_them]

i have those