The Drugs Don't Work....
I feel like i've changed myself while being away. and now im back and have to deal with everyday things that i hadn't for those two or so months. you know, i know people can be selfish, but i would have never thought they would go out of their way to say shitty things about me. i could understand if i actually did something to these people, but i was nothing but nice to them. who lies about their name to other people? i dont understand. i wish i could trust people, but i cant. its hard not to be able to, but if i do its putting myself in jeperdy when i cant afford that anymore. i just dont FUCKING get it. apparently im a "cool girl" that guys aren't supposed to just drop off like a piece of garbage.... but they do. so.... ???? "i heard you came into town to get some ass" HAHAHA. buddy, i have hands, i dont need a cocky bastard for that. sometimes i guess i just wish someone cared. that's all.
p.s. I love Bri.
p.s. I love Bri.