spewing pointless thoughts.
another spider crawled across my face tonight. and this time i dont know why, but i let it keep walking back down onto the couch off the other shoulder. i really should be more afraid of spiders. it was really small though. i test myself with weird things. i have to go to work tomorrow. wild oats blows. the deli can be such a shit hole. no wonder so many people treat it that way. i wish i was wake-boarding with boys that could get better looking girls, but flirt with me anyway and boost my self esteem. that's always nice. wake-boarding is probably the only sport i feel like im good at. im not scared of getting hurt and i push myself every time. i got really sick towards the end of the trip and ended up in the stupid ER while my mom was working. now im all drugged up and feel pretty good. they scared me and told me something was wrong with my liver, but i think it was just a really bad virus thing. who knows yet. i love how it's an EMERGENCY room, yet every time im usually there for 4 hours or more. i like the warm blankets they give you. when i was in idaho, me an the guys were driving back to the cabin from the warm springs and were going too fast on a dirt road and went into a ditch almost into a tree and almost flipping over. i just sat back while the guys came up with bad ideas to get the car out. finally seans dad came really pissed three hours later and got us out. that was kind of fun almost crashing. i've never been in a crash or anything like that before. i dont think anyway. END.