longest day of the year.
so i half way take back the last two entries of me being depressed. I need to not listen to people who don't know anything of my situation and only take my own advice. i made myself sick over hardly anything. worrying pretty much. i guess im glad i stopped myself from becoming too consumed in a life that i couldn't control. that probably sounds different than what i want it to mean. but i put my feelings into someone elses hands too much. and i needed to just let it be whatever it was. people try to cause drama because they want others relationships to end because of bitterness. anyway, im not sure i know what im talking about right now because its my birthday and im kind of drunk, but i know what i mean. so thats all thats important to me at the moment. thank you to everyone who shared my birthday with me, and for all the great gifts (very generous) i definitely had a good one. i took a few moments to look back on where i was last year at this time, and even in just one year i've been through a lot of shit and learned a lot about myself. im pretty proud. im of course not where i want to be, but thats part of the fun in living. anyway, i love my friends, and i hope everyone else had a good solstice.
p.s. i wish i had a cool hawk like my little mood icon guy. its nice.
p.s. i wish i had a cool hawk like my little mood icon guy. its nice.